chapter 18 I love you

But why did this man want to meet me ? Is he planning to kidnap me again ? Could it be that he fell for my beauty after spending a whole day around me ?

I was into my world of imagination thinking different reasons for him asking me to meet. I thought of hundred reasons.

At first I saved his number " duality in blood mister bastard "

And then I replied

Me: why? Do you want to kidnap me again ?

DIB, Mr Bastard : No

Me : Then why do you want to meet me?

I know cheesy line he uses, So, most probably this time he might say " Cause I miss you can't we meet? "

DIB, Mr. Bastard : I have something to discuss about whar happened today.

Huh! What is happening, As far as I know him he always flirts around. How come he became gloomy serious all of sudden? May be it's something really important.

Me : okay DIB,Mr. Bastard : My driver will pick you up tomorrow.

I know guys you might be thinking how lame and crazy I am to agree so easilyto the person who kidnapped me that's also today. I also don't understand myself sometimes. I don't know why I agreed but all I know is I agreed.

After talking with Mr. Bastard on message I opened my contact list and called my mom.

Normally at this time my mom and dad is already asleep. So, I wasn't sure whether she would answer or not and I was afraid if they are already asleep by now then my call will disturb them.

But my call was answered in half ring not even one complete ring guys. It's show how desperate and tense my mother had been whole day and how badly I am going to get scolded.

I didn't even get chance to say hello and their comes voice from other side of phone.

But I was surprised because I didn't get scolded as I expected rather mom said.

Mom: "Carsyn, my son where are you? How are you? Where were you whole day? Is everything alright? Talk to.... "

I cut her off in the middle or she would bombard me with hundred and thousands of question.

Me : Mom, Mom I am alright. Nothing happened to me. I was shopping all the day with my friends and forget to take my mobile phone with me.

And here comes my typical loud mom, she is no more going to call me son now and I am going to get good lecture.

And when I told you earlier that I had feeling of being scolded very badly now it's like my dream comes true here.

Mom : You bart, you are telling me now that you were shopping the whole day. Do you have any sense of responsibility? Do you even know how much worried we were blah ! blah ! blah! blah...

Oh god why everyone is asking me if I have any sense of responsibility. Of course I have and it's not like I chose to be kidnapped.

She is telling me how worried she was after she received the call from my brother asking If I went home cause he couldn't find me in university.

I wish if I could tell herthat I was kidnapped and nearly killed. But since that bastard asked me not to talk about this to anyone i will wait and see what reason he will give.

It's not like me at all to conceal something from mom but I seriously don't know why I am doing this. Could it be that i am bewitched by Bastard's Handsome face or may be my heart don't want Mr. Finley to be in any problem. Huh what am I even talking why would he need my protection.

Even my mom is lecturing, scolding me now I like this feeling of being cared, valued, it's like there worry and care in her scolding.

I wanted to tell her today when I know I was going to die any second how I want her to be with me in front of my eyes, to comfort me that I will be ok, I wanted to tell her how much I love her.

She is bombarding millions of question on me but all her question wants the same answe7r from me.

Me : Mom, I am fine, I am really okay, Nothing happened to me. I was really with my friend cause she wanted me to go with her for shoping. I really am sorry for making you all worried.

I heard her sign from other side of call.

Mom : Do you know we also went to police?

Me: Haha! Mom they will not register the case before 24 hour.

Aww, My cute mom I just love teasing her.

Mom : You brat, you find this funny? What if something had happened to you? Huh? In that case what would I do?

I interrupted her

Me : Mom, I love you.

This is the things I want to say her most today.

And when i tell her " I love You " I had tear in my eyes.

Me : Mom I love you. I am sorry for making you this worried. It won't happened again.

I don't know anymore how to control myself. I just don't know how to pretend cool and right anymore. And I started crying but I tried my best to control my shob so that my wouldn't know that I am crying, I really don't want to make her worried anymore. She had already been so much worried and anxious today and reason was me.