21. Indirect Confession.

And the next second Neel took his face closer to Amanda who was still pinned.

His body below the waist was on Amanda while his body above the waist was supported by his right hand.

His red eyes looked at Amanda with a predatory gaze.

However this time Amanda did not avert her gaze and looked into his deep red eyes.

She steeled her resolve and said with a shaking voice.

"D-do it, Neel… d-don't hold back."

Looking that the prey has stopped resisting and submitted itself, Neel's smile widened.

He put his knees down on the ground and removed his hold on Amanda.

Once again he closed the distance between his face and Amanda's.

This time his right hand went towards Amanda's breast and gripped it.

"Ahhhh~"

Amanda moaned, her breath turned wild and she was turning on.

However, just a moment later something fell on her face.

Tip- tip-

Tears of blood.

"Le-eave… Amand-a… p-pl-ea-se…"

Neel gained temporary consciousness and gave an opening to Amanda to run away.

Neel was a person with some ethics. He never looked at women with lustful eyes, as it did not fit his personality.

These were some things, that he never wished to break.

Neel's hoarse and pleading voice snapped Amanda out of her daze.

She wanted to have a relationship with Neel. She was nervous about asking him, as she feared, he will outright reject her.

If now she were to let Neel use her body as a medium to vent out his saturated frustration, there will be no other way for him but to accept her, even be in debited to her. This was a sure-shot method to bind him, forever.

However, the consequence of this will be that he will never truly love her.

'But I will somehow manage it, right?'

She compared the pros and cons of this situation and decided to let Neel do whatever he want, even if this ruins the relationship temporarily and made Neel feel guilty for forcing Amanda, it was still manageable, as she will heal his heart afterward.

"Don't worry Neel, let it out, use me however you want."

She said firmly, looking into Neel's eyes. But the latter remained adamant.

"N-no… P-please… I can't h-hold i-it… l-leave."

"It's ok Neel. Let it out."

Amanda said while cupping Neel's face, which was just above her breast.

Alas, Neel lost to the beast and was about to attack Amanda, a firm voice was heard by both.

"'It's ok' my ass!"

Before any of them could even turn and look at the source of the voice.

Plap-

A sound was made followed by.

Thud.

Neel was hit in the head with a newspaper roll which was crushed in many ways as if someone was jealous.

Neel fell on Amanda's bosom and was followed by a,

Boing~

Amanda looked at Lucy who was looking at Amanda, with eyes filled with pity, anger, and somewhat jealousy.

Amanda's gaze turned deadly as she looked at Lucy with slight killing intent.

However, Lucy's next words to her, made her lower her gaze.

"Are you sure? He would able to rise from the depression of rap*ing a woman?"

Amanda was not able to answer.

"The young master would have died with the guilt, was that your motive all along?"

Lucy did not let Amanda reply and continued.

"Have you fallen so low to make young master suffer? The one you loved? Were those feelings fake?"

"Can't you see how much he already is suffering?"

"Princess Amanda… No… Amanda, although I told you to secure first place in his heart, didn't mean you should increase his suffering. He already has suffered for the last many years without family and is right now suffering because of the 'Potion of Determination'. Did you even…"

Lucy stopped midway and gave her priority to her young master, who was lying on Amanda's bosom with his face buried deep.

Amanda lowered her head in shame and tears started falling from his eyes.

"Princess… think from the young master's perspective. He doesn't know our identities. He doesn't know about his family. Hell, he does not even know his full name."

"Would you be able to forgive yourself in these circumstances? For rap*ing an innocent woman?"

Lucy's words pierced through Amanda's heart as she looked at Neel's face and the blood marks on his cheeks. His face distorted as if he was doing something disgusting.

Amanda understood, that if Lucy wouldn't intervene, from this day forth, Neel would have never forgiven himself no matter what she did to convince him.

"I-"

Amanda was about to speak but was cut by Lucy.

"Princess… you don't have to say anything… it was a decision you took without giving a thought… don't blame yourself… this is the fault of your race and bloodline… greed and irritational decisions are your bloodline traits."

You may think Lucy's words are discriminative. However, it was true and helped Amanda lessen the weight on her heart.

To let Amanda feel better Lucy hugged her, which made the latter cry to her heart's content.

However, this warm feeling did not last long as she heard a sobbing voice.

"I- I am sorry Amanda."

It was Neel. Although he did not go far, he still, felt guilt for touching Amanda with lustful hands.

"Um. I am sorry too, Neel. Don't blame yourself. I am also at fault."

Amanda tried to convince Neel.

"But-…"

Before Neel could say anything, Amanda placed her index finger on his lips and said.

"You will have to compensate though."

Her words only helped to increase the confusion on Neel's face.

"How?"

Still, Neel asked.

"You will have to go with me on a date after whatever task you have to complete."

Her words reminded Neel that he was still supposed to complete the remaining 48,000 Surya Namskar.

"Ok, once I finish this chore I will go on a date with you."

'Chore?!'

Amanda and Lucy thought at the same time, that the boy in front of her was suffering because of it and he called it a 'Chore!'

'Cute, but he should not keep things to himself.'

She thought this side of Neel to be cute but did not like that he was keeping his feeling to himself.

'Wow, I am such a hypocrite. I am keeping my secrets and asking him to open up to me.'

Amanda face-palmed, as she laughed at her hypocrisy.

"Well, Neel, although this may be sudden … think this date… in a potential relationship with me."

She tried to be as straight as possible, but still, her face turned rosy.

Neel who was on verge of losing his consciousness once again answered without giving her words much of a thought.

"Sure…"

"Hehe…"

Which made Amanda giggle and dash towards her house without looking back.

"Her age and her behavior… does not match…literally."

Lucy said those words and looked at her young master who was sleeping peacefully.