Alexis 3

They are needed in the world, because without evil there would be no good, and with good there is always bad. How can we appreciate good things without experiencing the bad in our lives. And how would we cherish success without battling temptations, sorrows and struggles that wholly sums up our life in one wheel where it turns and moves from one goal to another, form one dream to fulfil to another and from one success to another.

As long as we are alive, we can never stop moving, growing, developing and succeeding. Failures are part of it too, for without the bullies, bashers, gossip and bad influential friends, we won't see the true or good buddies who help us all the way through to achieve our goals. Without these bad page, turn of events and head turners, we won't be where we are now and won't be enjoying our friends, company and profession or passion, now. Thank God for life and experience. We won't be happy or sad, have fun or desires without pushy, bully and pessimistic people around us. We tend to hate them but we can use them to push ourselves to move up a notch from where we are now. Once we reached a certain level and win it, we will move up to another level and another until we finally reach the finish line and be the champion.

Yet, success doesn't stop there. In Maria Victoria T. Manalo's 'Success in Progression', success is continuous and we can keep being successful by sustaining it and being above the ground always. It's like hanging above the ground and maintaining your position, level, profession, success on air. Then, when you're already there you can move upwards until you reach progression of no limits. Though, we know that we die and life has limits, we can make ourselves still believe that while on earth, while living in a limited world, we can make things happen which dreamers, developers, geniuses and magicians, builders, entrepreneurs, influencers, etc. already did (because they believed it is possible) and still do to make unthinkable things happen because they did it and they know (believe) they can do it (again). It is like moving the earth's grounds and lifting yourself high above the ground and fly…

I saw myself doing this in a dream and I think I'll be doing it in the real world, today!, Alexis thought while reading the author's book Theory of Success in Progression. Lucio was a gentleman and drove me to my hotel. I wanted to invite him in but I was so tired, I wanted to just lie down and sleep right away, which I did when I tried to lie down and read the book.

Lucio felt uneasy. Alexis is definitely different from the women he knew and encountered in the past, present and maybe in the future, who knows, if I will still live by then. But I want to be closer to her. She is like my breathing apparatus. All is beautiful when she's around. I feel safe and accepted when I talk with her. She gets me and I get here. We understand each other. But will she love me?, the question that Lucio kept thinking while he was walking on the seas, air, clouds, on middle earth and the fiery mountains of hell. He couldn't get Alexis out of his mind and he is restless. He doesn't sleep at all but he wanted to see, smell and look at the woman who made him believe that there is a purpose why he is here and why he is evil. Of all the things or comments that people tell me are bad and hurtful since they blame me for everything, wars, rape, deaths, murders, etc. But all of these are men and women's doing. They decided to do them and I am just a part of their wishes, their nightmares and evils so they can use me and my powers, addictions, influences and beliefs that I made them to happen. When in fact, they wished and decided on their own will to do what they wanted and willed to do. I am just somewhat making their wishes come true because I can do it and because I needed to. Because I am the Devil and the Lord of Darkness. But, it's tiring and hurtful when people always blame me for the bad or evil things that happen to their lives or the world but not themselves.

All of us can be evil and has bad in us. We tend to be a snob, cold or heartless, hateful, grinch, killer, jealous, harass, bully, rape, etc. because we can and we do. And that we are capable of goodness which make us whole with, kindness, generosity, love, passion, compassion, forgiveness, hope, faith, courage, strength, desire, etc. These are what make us human and we are "yin and yang", and without the other we can't live peacefully and in harmony with the world and everything, everyone around us.

Lucio saw Alexis in his glass room with a big mirror like wall. She is sleeping like a baby and in an instant he is already in the woman's room checking out her breathing. Lucio is so close to Alexi's mouth that her breath is like a song for him. She looks so peaceful and beautiful in her lingerie.

How can a devil fall for a human? It never happened before, almost but the woman is a bitch, so yup. But now, Alexis is someone I can love forever. But love is not my forte. I don't know how to love. I just know how to make war, how to force someone to love me or tempt them or whatever! This is so hard!. Haa.. yes, Becca might know what to do. But it's embarrassing. Maybe I can ask Mark about it, in a not so serious but hilarious way. Right!, Lucio thought and disappeared in Alexis' room and called out for Mark.