77 "I am not okay"

She went in the bathroom and screamed,she cried because it was the only thing she could do. She was done being strong,she was done being the only child carrying her parents burden. She needed to let it out or she'll go insane.

She held her chest and grasped for air,she wasn't breathing good and was going to collapse. A lady in the rest room who heard her cry rushed to her when she saw this,she sprinkled water on her and waited few minutes for Autumn's breathing to be normal again.

"Are you okay child?" The woman asked her.

"I am not okay", she said and turn to leave the bathroom, leaving the woman to wonder what could be the problem.

She went back to Aria's room like nothing happened and stood by the bed.

"In as much as I want to hate you for keeping this from us,I can't Autumn. Instead I want to say sorry. Sorry for carrying this all on your own, sorry I was being a big baby,sorry I failed you and our parents Autumn....I'm.....so sorry." Aria told her sister.

Larry hasn't taken all of this in yet but he held Autumn close and hugged her; it says the things he couldn't say.

' I am the real failure here, because I'm the oldest son but I was always busy doing nothing while my mother was suffering ',he thought.