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" HAN JINHYUN " 

" Yes, Jeunggyo-ya what brings you here, what's wrong, you look angry, did something bad happened " I was surprised because he never calles me by my Full name,he always use honorifics to address me, something bad must've happened that's why he's so anxious.

''ARE YOU LETTING ME GO?, DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE?, DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?" He's voice was shaking.

he put my hands on his face, burying his face in them......
and then he started pecking them gently, his eyes were teary at urge of crying; like a puppy who's now grown but still whines at his owner.

What happened to you?....

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#angsty 
#bl
#yaoi
#ALPHA X BETA
#slowburn 
( The cover pic is from "define the relationship" bl manwha and if the real artist doesn't likes me using it as my cover please inform me on instagram https://www.instagram.com/abyss_9158/ , I'll make sure to remove it )

this is a story of two childhood friends, who both have gone through painful memories in their childhood and when they grow up they become too lonely to understand their own feelings.........
one doesn't realises his feelings for other because he thinks it's impossible for someone like him to fall in love and other one is too lonely to Even care about anything, all he wants is it to be with his loved once, for that he'll do anything even if it means he'll end up hurting himself and others around him... Even his loved one....

[ PURELOVE ]

I've known jeunggyo ever since his birth, I even went to see him when he was born, with my parents, Mr.Kang Minho and my dad were childhood best friends and also business partners, both of our moms were good friends too; so because of my parents , I needed to go and meet this kid with my mom.


So,The first time I saw him was the time when I went to his house, his house was very beautiful and big, My House is big too but jeunggyo's is like a castle that you get to see in the movies.


When we got there the maid leaded us to where his bedroom was aunt Mia was holding him in her arms after seeing me and my mom coming, She put him on the bed gently and greeted us with bright smile, she was happy, that we came to meet them.


"seohyuna and jinhyunie, You guys are here, welcome and please come in, i was waiting for you two!"


then My mom hugged her and greet her back and then My mom and aunt Mia talked about things that they're gonna do for the baby.


I was getting bored and mom and aunt still kept talking about 'we will do this for baby, that for baby', I was thinking 'why people love babies so much,he looks like an monkey', I was staring at the baby but then I notice that aunt Mia is staring at me, so before she could ask me something, I asked her 


        "aunt Mia, when is he going to wake up and talk & play with me?"


After hearing this she smiled at me and said in cute and tiny voice, like when you talk with a baby and I was thinking 'aunt please, I'm not a baby!' but then I realised that I'm just 3yrs old.


"jinhyunie, he was crying alot a while ago but after drinking some milk he Calm Down and slept but still he's too small to talk or play, So, he can't play with you, the more he gets sleeps then the more quickly he'll grow and then he can play!" she said cheerfully.


"You know what jinhyunie, when aunt gave birth jeunggyo, doctor said that he's really weak and that's the reason why we should let him rest." Aunt Mia was upset and my mom looked worried too.


"Don't worry aunty, I will always help him!" after hearing me, aunt Mia smiled and said


"So, will little jinhyun promises aunty that when jeunggyo and you get older, you'll be his best friend and brother and you'll protect him and help him, you can even scold him if does bad things!." then she showed me her pinky finger.


And then I held her pinky finger with mine and made promise with her.


"I promise aunt Mia, I'll be his best friend."


"Jinhyun, keep your promise,ok?" said my mom while pating my head and smiling.


CHAPTER 1 : WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR QUITE LONG.