JUST STUPID

ANNA'S POV.

Sometimes it's funny when people think that you are stupid but fail to realize that you're just a kid .

I look back at the things that I did before now and am disgusted by myself . How could I do that to myself .

I thought I was a strong woman but I really wasn't I was just a stupid kid who thought things were supposed to be perfect .

I walked inside the building with coffee at hand . Everyone was looking at me and I couldn't quite know what made me look at me . Maybe it was because I looked like a goddess or the fact that my heals left clicking sound everytime I walked .

Either way I really didn't care they could stare all they wanted . I woke up in a much better mood this morning and I was looking forward to the day .

I reached the elevator and saw Vincenzo coming my way and I didn't k ow if I wanted him to ride the same elevator up with me but it really didn't matter because I looked up and he was standing in front of me .

"Hello ",he says as he presses the elevator .

"Hi ",I say as I start scrolling through my phone .

"I don't see much of you this days in the house , where do you go ?",he asks me .

"Why are you asking do you care ?",I say back as I put my phone away and look at him.

"Not really but given that you are my wife I think am supposed to know your whereabouts ",he says as he smiles at me .

" That's nice but don't fret yourself am okay where I am no need to worry about me ",I say as I chuckle and continue to drink my coffee .

" That doesn't really answer my question ",he says as he moves closer to where I am standing .

Am embarrassed by the way goosebumps rise on my skin . I can smell his cologne as it engulfs me and for a second I loose all my senses and all I want him to do is touch me .

" I don't want you to know where I am and can you step back I don't want people to think that I have an affair with you ",I say smirking .

" That's funny given that you're my wife ",he says smirking down at me and it takes every time energy in me to talk back .

"That is something I think I'll regret for the rest of my life ",I say as the elevator finally reaches our floor , "oops the ride is over ",I love past him as I exit the elevator .

From the side of my eye I can see his jaw ticking and I know from that it is going to be the worst day in the office .

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Time flies by fast when you're suffering and today was the perfect example . The files that I had on my desk were too much for me to handle but it seemed like Vincenzo wanted me to die with the mountain of work he was giving me .

"Hey Anna wanna go for lunch ?",asks one of my co workers as he passes by my desk .

"No I can't I have alot of files to look at and proposals to look through I can't ",I say .

The grumbling of my stomach emits a laughter from him and I almost stand up to go for lunch when Vincenzo leaves his office with a pile of files .

" Am sorry I can't go ",I say as he looks back and sees Vincenzo .

"Okay then ",he says as he leaves .

It was embarrassing how bad I was at remembering people's names no matter how many times they told me .

I also couldn't ask them because I thought it was disrespectful .

"I want all this files sorted out by evening ",says Vincenzo as he drops the files on my desk .

"Okay sir ",I say as I continue typing on my computer .

"Are t you going for lunch ?",he asks me and I look up wondering why he even asked when he gave me files from five years ago to sort out .

"No I have alot of work to do ",I say .

"Okay ",he says as he walks back to his office .

An hour later am done entering the files into the companies database and I look at the files that are proposals and all I want to do is cry .

I look halfway through the proposals and they dont have anything meaningful to say . I close the file and lean back on my chair and I see the guy who had come to ask me to go to lunch with him coming by my desk with an bag with I think has food in it .

"Hey I didn't know what you liked so I took a guess hope you like it ",he says as he hands me the paper and I open it to see what he brought .

In it there is a tin of fried rice and another that has wings and fries .

"Thank you I like them all but you didn't have to though ",I say as I smile at him .

He pinches the bridge of his nose in an attempt to fix his glasses .

"It isn't a big deal and besides you were swamping in work and it didn't look like the boss was going to let you go ",he says smiling in a boyish way .

"Yeah he is in a pretty bad mood ",I say as I continue scrutinizing him . I had never noticed before but I always thought his hair was bleached but it had just been washed off by salty water so it now looked blonde .

" Okay do me and the guys will be having drinks after work I hope you will join us today ",he says still smiling and I don't know what makes him look like a little boy . Either the glasses or his giddy smile .

" I'll have to see how I feel by the end of the day I have alot of work to do still I don't think I'll be up to drinking ",I say and I can see how disappointed he looks .

" It's no problem but just Incase you change your mind , it's three blocks down . It's the only club there you will just know it ",he says enthusiastically not fazed by me turning him down earlier .

" Okay but am not promising anything ",I say chuckling .

" That works fine for me , now I'll let you do your work ",he says as he starts walking away .

" Again thank you for the food ",I say .

"No problem ",he says .