HIGH AND DRY

For a moment she never stopped to think what she was doing to herself . She was just damaging herself for someone who did not care for her at all.

At some point she came to the realization that maybe the reason it was not working out was because she had wanted it so much .

He was not his knight in shining armor though . He was just a damaged man in her life who only cared about himself and the sooner she came to that realization the better .

As she stared outside the window if her room she took in a deep breath and wondered how time few by so fast .

It was already a year since she had gotten married to Vincenzo and things couldn't be any worse than they were .

She left her room and made her way to Vincenzo's office . She knocked and waited for him to answer until the reply finally came .

"Come on in ",he said .

She opened the door and let herself in . She saw less of him as he was always locked up in his office or busy with work trips .

It was not that she wanted to see him all the time but she could count the number of times she had seen him in the last month with just one hand .

"Hi",she said as she sat down and waited for him to look up so that he could notice her .

"Hey ,is there something you wanted ?",he asked her without looking up .

"Yeah I wanted to talk to you about something ",Anna said and waited for him to say something but he didn't so she continued .

"I wanna have an open relationship ",she said and he immediately looked up .

"Am sorry what ?",he asked as he straightened up in his chair .

"I wanna have an open relationship because am not actually getting anything from this relationship and I wanna tell you before you are shocked if you see me with someone else ",she said as she straightened up in her chair looking so sure of what she had just said .

That was not it though . She was not sure of anything she actually wanted him to say no .

She wanted him to tell her that he could give her whatever she wanted to go looking for.

"Don't you think people will start to ask questions if they see you with someone else than me ? ",he asked her as his jaw ticked while he studied her .

"I really dont care what people have to say about it . I want to be happy and am not happy with you do I have to go look for happiness elsewhere . You don't touch me or show me any affection don't you think I also crave that ?"she asked him as her voice rose .

"I also want to feel wanted . I want you to look at me and not be able to keep your hands to yourself but you don't do that . I rarely see you and when I do you don't even notice that am there ",she said and she could feel her voice breaking .

He chuckled and smirked looking at her .

"So that is what you want ? You want to feel wanted and so you have decided that I don't look at you like that so you want other men to look at you like a common fucking whore . Is that it ?",he asked her as he stood up and made his way to where she was seated .

It was at that point that she realized he was not the one for her . That there was nothing worth fighting for . All she was doing was loosing her self respect .

"Yeah maybe that's what I want and if I can't get it here I sure as hell will find it somewhere else ",she said as she stood up facing him .

He looked at her as his hand lifted to caress her face . He brushed the hair from her face as one of his fingers parted her lips .

His hand grabbed her throat as he pushed her to the wall and smirked as he listened to her shallow breathing .

"You see no one can touch you like this and get that kind of reaction from you ",he whispered in her ear as he bite down her neck living marks .

"Your body craves me like the way a junkie craves for anything to make them high ",he said as his lips collided with hers .

The little sense that she had just gotten flew out of the window as she melted in his hands and kissed him back .

The feeling was something like she had never felt before. She felt that in that moment she was floating and was lost in the feeling and I st let him lead the way .

She moaned in his mouth as his knee propped open her legs making her craving for his hands all over her . She wanted him to touch her everywhere and make her feel like she was on drugs .

He scooped her up with his hands as she latched her legs to his waist .

In one swift motion he pushed the papers that were on his desk and set her on top of it . The robe she was wearing was off her body in a split of her second leaving her only with her panties on .

"Fuck ",he said as one of his hands grabbed her boobs and squeezed it sending tingling sensations right down to her bud .

His hand caressed her thigh as his fingers lingered on her undies as he felt the wetness . He took her undies off leaving her ass bare on the wood as she squirmed hoping he would just have his way with her .

Two of his fingers entered her and she gasped as he tried to stretch her . His fingers covered with her coochie fluids entered his mouth as he licked them and groaned and there his head back .

"So fucking delicious ",he said as he threw her robe towards her .

"Go get dressed we'll be late for work ",he said as he turned and left the room leaving her high and dry .