SAVING GRACE .

As Vincenzo made his way out of the ranch there was only one thought on his mind ,Anna.

He hated that he had to leave for work when it was her birthday considering what had happened earlier the day with Briana .

How could he have fucked up that much ?It's like every second that passed he just did something that she didn't like and he had no idea how to fix things with her .

There love was doomed and mostly because of the thin s he has done .

She had done nothing but love him since the first day she had known him. How had he expected her not to fall in love with him?

He didn't even know how much she craved his love m She would go to the ends of earth if it meant that he could feel how much she loved him .

No matter how much he loved her she would never feel loved by him. All she could ever think of were all the bad things that he had done to her .

She could never understand why she deserved to be hurt like that and that wasn't his fault . To some extent it was his fault but he didn't even know how to fix it .

He just hoped that the child Briana was carrying wants his . He knew that wasn't going to change anything big this was a child .

He had never even thought about having a child let alone with Briana . His life had turned into a shit show and he had somehow hurt the only woman who was trying to make everything better .

He had been mean to her even when he didn't need to be . She was soft and feminine and he had somehow ruined that part of her .

She was slowly turning into a cold person that he did not even recognize .

She didn't love herself at all ,only a person who didn't love themselves would still love you even when you were breaking them .

Something about Vincenzo was like an addiction to her . She was the best and sweetest person big somehow his heart couldn't seem to open up to her .

Had he closed himself off like that ?

There were certain things that he adored about her . How she giggled anytime she was happy and how her smile was bright .

Everytime she was angry at him he always wanted to know what she would do . Sometimes she hit him and even though he smiled when she hit him all she wanted to do was just pull her close to him.

She was feisty and he loved it but then there were times where she could break down in tears . He couldn't bare looking at her while she cried knowing he had caused that .

He adored everything about her but somehow didn't even know how to tell her .

He knew that he wasn't good for her . He could never love her as much as she deserved to be loved .

He had ruined her life the moment he had offered her that contract asking her to marry him. He had never thought of what he was taking a way from her .

She couldn't have the fairytale live that she had always wanted .

She could not have the husband who was so in love with her that he gould t handle being away from her .

He could go days without talking to her and he would be fine . On those days she would be a mess and he would be the only thing that she could think about .

He needed to go back home and see her . He needed to tell her that he was going to try . He was not going to just let her leave his life like she didn't mean anything to him.

"Tell them to prepare the jet we're going back home ",he said to the driver who looked back at him in shock.

"But sir we have a meeting later in the day ",the driver said with a look if worry in his face.

The cartels were bit people to be played with and yet Vincenzo was acting like he was untouchable .

"I need to go see my wife she comes first they can wait until I am back ",Vincenzo said .

"That is not how business is done here if you don't talk to them your properties are going to be ruined and there is nothing you can do to change it . You need there permission to ship products past theirs territories ",the driver said a stern look on his face .

"Well someone should have told me that's how business is done around here they can wait a few days can't they ",Vincenzo said and the driver just let him be .

He was trying to tell him what was going to happen if he didn't do as he was told but he didn't listen .

He should have thought about the consequences before entering a deal with people he didn't know at all but in that moment nothing mattered .

He was going home to see his wife and tell her how much he wanted her . He was going to fix what he had broken.

Whatever they had could be salvaged .

As he reached the airport the smile he had on his face was still there and his workers were wondering what it was that had put him in such a good mood .

He need her and he was going to tell her . He was not going to close himself off when her love hit him up and made him feel alive .

She was what he needed in his life and he was not going to loose her .Not this time round .

As he boarded the plane he couldn't wait to see her face when she saw him . It was going to be a good day he knew that .

She made everything better . His bad days ended better when he saw her even when he didn't tell her .

She was his saving grace and no matter how much he tried not to feel her ,he couldn't help it .

She was all he needed .