Leaving one of the team and not feeling guilty (I feel like a movie heroine got away from this one "huh" dramatic sigh)

I am hell confused sitting in the room and they started to call for meeting so I get in there and they are discussing something but my mind is not there and I suddenly said"guys just think if one of us leave the band like for just the festival maybe because they have some other important work then is it gonna be a big problem" and they all stared at me seriously, now I am getting nervous suddenly our leader started laughing and all start to laugh and he said "that's a good joke but if someone do that then that is gonna be betrayal and I don't think it's gonna be the same for them anymore as no one is gonna like them and position gone is other" I nervously laughed and said "yeah" heh and they started discussing again and I think I made my mind I can't leave this team for sure I just can't. Today is no band practice so I am leaving for hockey ground and I have completely made my mind I sighed and go towards the coach he is talking about the match and as soon as he see me "ah Zany you came I want to have a little talk with you" "yes sir" "actually Zany as you see you don't come to training everyday and the match is in some days so I don't think you can participate in this one and get some knowledge with this time and try harder next time you are not some main character that you are gonna get your part without even trying" " yes sir, sorry sir" I feel so bad but an air of relief started to flow 🙂. I got away without getting scolded I am so happy wohoo. Completed the training in the way to my room I think a lot about it and I think I will think about it after coming back

from home as I can't do anything now 😃.

Thank you so much for reading ❣️😊 mark out my mistakes that will help me to make it better and I will try my best to not make that mistake again Thank you 💖💖💖