Untamed Desire: Part XVI

LILYANNA'S P.O.V.

"What do you mean mark me?"

"It means I would make you mine and only mine. And I would be yours and only yours." His lips hovered over the curve of my neck. My body was sent on edge as each strand of my hair was pulled away. He tenderly nibbed under my jaw causing me to lose all train of thought. Everything about him was addicting, his touch, his kisses, the smell of chemically sweet mint laced in his hair. I wanted to run my fingers along his body and feel every inch, every curve. I wanted him, all of him, and each kiss made me fall deeper into a trance.

"Please," He whispered in my ear, "Let me make you mine."

My body wanted to be his, aching with every touch felt upon my skin. I was slowly losing control of myself. My hands moved on their own and took off his leather jacket; still warm to the touch. I pushed his lips onto mine and kissed him long and deep, absorbing the taste of his lips. Everything in me was telling me to let this man mark me, even though I had no idea what a mark was. I felt a part of myself I'd never felt before, a side of me that wanted to devour Indigo and claim him as mine.

~Mine, only mine. No one else can have you.~

I began to lift up his shirt, the edge of my fingers slowly running up his skin. Indy growled; his breath getting heavier. I pulled his shirt over his head causing him to pull himself towards me. His breath then focused on my neck causing me to hold mine as I threw his shirt on the ground. He pulled back my shirt's sleeve as his teeth ground against the midpoint of my neck. His bite was hard, shooting waves of pain and pleasure. He stopped his assault and gazed into my eyes. The way he looked at me was animalistic and primal, like a beast of prey.

"You never answered me, waterlily. I won't do it without your permission but… I'm getting impatient." He grinned.

"Yes," I panted, "Mark me."

Indigo's eyes darkened with excitement.

~I'm his and only his.~

His hands ran up my hips and began to fiddle with the edge of my shirt. I felt as the fabric began to slide up my skin. I moaned as his fingers skimmed my ribcage lifting my t-shirt overhead. The only thing I left on was my laced bra. He leaned above me and lowered himself until his mouth rested at the top of my breast. His lips softly caressed my breast until I felt his hand pull back the cup of my bra exposing my nipple. His lips drifted downward, his tongue eager to taste me. His tongue was wet and warm against my nipple, causing it to harden.

I felt the warm, wet sensation circle around me. Shivers ran down my spine as his teeth began to nibble me softly biting and sucking my breast. His free hand ran underneath me and up my back to reach my bra. With one swift movement, he managed to unhook it causing the straps to feel loose and fall down my shoulders. His hands met the bra straps and slowly pulled them down. He glanced up at me with a smile stained on his lips, he took the bra off of me and threw it on the floor. His eyes were drawn down as he stared at my breasts with a growl under his breath.

"You're perfect." He whispered as he softly kissed my collarbone.

~I'm his and only his.~

He reached over to the nightstand that was right next to the bed. The drawer screeched as it dragged against the wood. He reached in and grabbed a box of what appeared to be condoms, carefully grabbed one, and held it up to me.

"If you don't mind beautiful, can you hold this for me?"

I nodded yes as I grabbed the condom, still in its shiny purple wrapper. Indy stood up from the bed allowing me to see his chiseled chest for the first time. He looked exactly like in my dream, to every minute detail. My heart raced as he unbuttoned his jeans pulling them down along with his boxers. I bite the corner of my lip as I saw him exposed like that, excited to know what he would feel like. He leaped back onto the bed our bare bodies barely touching each other. He took the condom out of my hand, ripped it open, and placed it on his dick which was at full mast.

"You ready, Lily?"

I nodded as he inched closer to me. He placed his hand under the nape of my neck and lifted me up ever so slightly. I wrapped my arms around his neck to keep myself balanced, his bare skin was so soft and hot to the touch.

~I'm his and only his.~

I felt his dick at my core, hovering over my entrance. My chest tightened as it was getting harder to breathe my hearing flooded with nothing but the sound of my own heart. His free hand stroked my jaw until his thumb reached the end. He gently pressed behind my jaw bone and turned my head, exposing my neck.

~I'm his and only his.~

He leaned down panting heavily. I closed my eyes allowing me to focus on every touch and sensation. I then felt something sharp glide over the edge of my neck, it was a bit painful but at the same time, the pain was pleasurable.

~Only his.~

I took a deep breath, not knowing what was gonna happen. Yet I still felt calm and comfortable, like I'm supposed to be feeling this.

~Only his.~

The sharp pressure got closer to my skin, resting on two different parts of my neck. His cock also drew in closer touching the outer edges of my threshold.

~Only his. Wait, what am I doing? Did… did I just commit myself to him? I... I can't do this.~

~No, don't stop now! You want this Lily, you know you do!~

~What the fuck? What is going on? ~

~Don't let your fear stop you from doing what you want to do! Please, Lily! Don't push him away! ~

~Stop it! Why am I arguing with myself!? I… I can't do this. I thought I could… but I just can't.~

"Indy stop!" I opened my eyes and pushed him away. I scooted to the edge of the bed and pulled his bed covers over me. He looked at me with a sad look in his eyes, he sat back trying to speak but he couldn't say a word. "I'm sorry Indigo. But, I can't do this."

"Why? I asked you if you were ok with this and you told me yes. Did I do something wrong?"

"I did want to do this, but I just can't anymore. I can't be here, I need to leave." I got off the bed and scrambled to find my clothes. They were scattered all over his bedroom floor.

"Wait, Lily can we please just talk about this? Please don't leave."

"No Indy, there is nothing to talk about."

"Yes, there is Lily. Why are you pushing me away? I thought you wanted this?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me." I rushed to put on my clothes.

"But I asked you three times, you were so certain. What changed your mind?"

"I… I can't talk about that right now, Indy."

"Wait, please. At least let me take you home."

"No! I mean… no thank you. I'll call Una and ask for a ride."

"She might be in class though. Please, let me take you back to your apartment."

"No Indy, and that's final."

"Lily…"

"I'm sorry, but I need to go." I finished putting on my shoes which I didn't even recall him taking off. "Bye, Indigo."

"Lily, Please…"

I ran to the apartment door and went down the hallway until I found the elevator. I pushed the button to take me to the ground floor, glad that no one else was in the elevator with me. I rummaged through my pockets hoping to find my phone until I realized I never brought it with me. The memory of my wet broken phone flashed into my mind.

~Fuck me. How am I gonna call Una?~

The elevator stopped on the second floor as another resident was trying to get on. She was an older woman with a small leashed dog in her arms. She looked no more than forty years old and appeared tired as she was wearing a pair of pajamas; her strawberry blonde hair was tied up in a bun. I slide over to the edge, giving her plenty enough room. The elevator doors closed leaving an awkward silence with just the elevator music in the background.

"Um… excuse me, ma'am?"

"Yes?" She spoke softly as she turned her head towards me.

"Is there any way I can borrow your phone?"

"Where's yours?"

"It's currently broken."

"Oh, that's a shame. Did you need to make a phone call?"

"Yeah…"

"Well, that's no problem." She turned to her purse and dug through it until she took out a small android smartphone and unlocked it. She handed it out to me with a smile.

"Thank you so much, ma'am." I gently grabbed her phone from her and opened the app to dial Una's number.

~Thank goodness Una forced me to remember her phone number in case of emergencies.~

I started to dial her number listening to the phone ringing as I waited for Una to answer.

~Damn it she didn't pick up.~

I dialed her number again, my foot rapidly tapping against the elevator floor. The phone continued to ring as we reached the ground floor. The helpful stranger stayed with me as I tried to connect with Una. I sighed in relief as I heard the rustling of Una picking up the phone.

"Hello? Who is this?"

"Una, It's me Lilyanna."

"Lily!? What are you doing calling me from a stranger's phone?"

"I'll explain later. Can you please come to pick me up?"

"Pick you up? Where the hell are you?"

"Ummmm." I covered the face of the smartphone with my hand as I turned toward the kind woman. "What is the name of these apartments?"

"Summit apartments." She grinned.

"Thank you so much, ma'am" I uncovered the phone and returned to my conversation with Una."

"I'm at Summit apartments."

"Summit apartments? What the hell are you doing all the way out there?"

"Like I said I'll explain later. Can you please come and pick me up?"

"Fine," she sighed, "But you owe me big time. You promised me you would rest, not go on some grand adventure."

"I know Una, and I'm sorry. See you soon." I hung up and returned the phone back to its owner, thanking her one last time. I walked out the front door, deciding to wait for Una outside.

~Shit, what time is it?~

"Lily," I turned to find Indigo walking towards me in nothing but jeans, "Please can we just talk this out?"

~Fuck me, why do I keep putting myself in these types of situations? You'd think I'd fucking learn.~