Chapter - 7: I fell for her from the first time....

At the hospital...

Zhan rushed Lunar to the operation theater but was stopped by the nurse from entering the theater. The image of unconscious Lunar with blood all over her face and the stretcher in which she was laid was running in his image. He completely at loss when saw her in that state, some unknown feeling made his heart ache. When his mind and his heart was completely in confused state, Jun came and held his brother's shoulder and asked him, is he alright. Zhan didn't understand why Jun asked that question to him, was staring at him confused.

Jun asked "from your reaction today I came to know that you feel something for her right". Zhan just nods his head as yes.

"But you have no idea whether it is your guilty conscious for doubting her or something else" said Jun. Zhan again nodded as yes.

Jun continued again "but I know what it is, if it is just guilty conscious your heart wouldn't heart hurt like this it would only trouble you. But your heart hurts so it means you started to like her brother". After hearing this Zhan sat there in deep thoughts but it was interrupted by the doctor who came out of the operation theatre.

"How is she" asked Zhan with nervousness. The doctor replied that she is alright but can't be seen today as she was supposed to be on 24 hrs observation. After the doctor left Zhan and Jun sat down with a relieve but then suddenly Ying appeared in front of them and was staring at Zhan for an answer with a tearful eyes . Zhan patted Ying's head and said "she is alright but you can't see her now because she has to be observed, so you have to wait patiently till tomorrow" hearing this Ying stopped crying and climbed up his lap and layed his head on his father's chest and fell asleep after a while.

Zhan who didn't speak a word for long time, started to speak to Jun "you right Jun ......actually I fell for her from the first time I saw her and Ying also liked her and was comfortable with her. So I thought maybe I could try to start live happily but when this thought came, an unknown fear also came to me. I thought if I try to make her mine she might get hurt. Now you can see I didn't even try to do anything but she still got hurt".

Jun who was hearing his brother blabbering and seeing his miserable state,patted his shoulder and said " maybe you should let her decide....tell her everything, the life she might live if she is with you....tell her how much you like her...who know maybe the result might be different from what you thought" saying this Jun got up from his seat and started to walk forward but suddenly he turned back and called his brother " brother, you are really a good person, obedient son, supportive brother and nice husband and father.....thank you for doing your best for us all ,but you can stop living for us and live for yourself for once. You deserve all happiness in this world so stop thinking too much and go for it."

"I will be leaving to check the kidnapped place and try to find who did it and you should go to home to rest, you look bad. As for her safety, you don't have to worry her friend happen to have a night shift at icu ward so she can take care of her. As for last word of advice from me, I prefer to call her sister in law than her name" saying this Jun went away.

After Jun left, Zhan turned his head towards Ying and asked " you too want to call her mother instead of auntie right? ", Ying snuggled into Zhan's embrace little bit after hearing it. Zhan smiled and hugged Ying gently and said "I will take it as yes from you..... I too prefer her as my wife instead as a employee of mine " , then he got up with Ying in his arms and turned towards the direction of Lunar's room and said "sleep tight tonight dear because from the time you wake up you have to face my proposal...good night my future wife." He started walking out of the hospital.