CHAPTER 16

~REN'S POV~

I can't believe I lost my control for that one second. If only had at least warned her or asked if she was okay with then everything would be fine.

As soon as Han said to come here I stormed out the room, disappointed in myself. I've controlled myself a few time now but just this one time I couldn't.

It was her scent it grew so much more when she became more aroused by Luke. It was a turn on itself to just watch her but when she made that wonderful sound I lost myself I moved without thinking and acted without a second thought to what she would think about it.

I guess in that moment I was selfish and I just didn't care. She was delicious either way and every woman I've drained tonight is nothing compared to her. I can't get her taste out of my mind and nothing was satisfying me at all. That's what I'm afraid of, losing my control over her but it's her fault right! because she us the one who has made me crazy for her, my queen.

"Ren you must stop yourself. That's your third." Damon

He came after sometime. I thought he would come with the others but he said the others were gone to get some snacks for Lily just in case she wakes up in the night.

I dropped the barely there woman on the floor. I don't care about her. I don't care about any human except her, my soulmate. I even agreed for humans to come here is learn about our ways of life so the new generation can stay out of our way.

"You are one to talk. Han and others think that it's just me and Newt that has problems but you aren't any better."

I wiped the back of my mouth with my hand and stepped over the naked woman.

"I'm better at hiding it." Damon

"Well you better hide her than before the others come back."

I pointed to other lifeless girl that was laying on a table behind him as he buckled up his own pants.

"I will. I've gone hundreds of years without them knowing so I think I can hide this one too so no problem." Damon

He grins and picked up the naked girl.

"Do you want me to take her too?" Damon

He points at the girl on the floor I just fed from. I listened to her heartbeat that was barely there and shook my head.

"No she's still alive."

"But she won't be for long." Damon

He ran out the back of the dark room and I sighed to myself throwing the cloth down to them sir on the chair close by. I'm starting to feel guilty for doing thus kind of stuff down here ever since Lily came to the Castle, but it's gonna take a lot to more than that to stop me or any of us for that matter.

I'd rather take out my true self on someone else than Lily.

My ears picked up the doors closing from down the hall just beyond the doors and the footsteps on the others. The jugs on que the double doors banged open to reveal an angry Jin.

"Ren! How could you lose your control like this?! You could of seriously hurt her!" Jin

I groaned and shook my head.

"I know I know. I'll make sure it doesn't happen again."

"It better not." Jin

"Where's Ruel, Damon and Newt?" Han

He was looking around the room while I sat lazily in the chair.

"I'm right here."

Damon comes casually walking back in with his hands in his pockets. He always knows how to clean himself up from any blood being split. I rolled my eyes again at his attire.

"And I'm here." Ruel

Here he comes but where was he? Wasn't he with Han and Jin? But then why Han asked about him?

"Where's Newt?" Han

"Oh he's over in the back with..." Damon

A girl screamed at the top of her lungs and then came to a abrupt stop.

"A girl." Damon

"Yeah."

There was a thud and sound of Rusty metal being dragged across the floor and Newt just appeared back into veiw behind Ruel. His grey hoodie he once wore was now stained red, he threw it off and Jin threw him a black t-shirt from a closet that was just a few feet away from were in sat. Next thing I knew he threw one at me too but it landed on my face.

"Both of you change your clothes. Lily wants us all back in the room with her tonight." Jin

"She does? Even after what Ren did?" Newt

I glared at him for mentioning it but he didn't even bother looking my way.

"Yes, she's very understanding about the whole situation." Jin

"She is?!"

I don't think she would want to speak with me again after that but thankfully that's not the case.

"Yes Ren she's sleeping with Luke right now. We should head back very soon." Han

He then proceeds to walk past Ruel and Newt with his own hands in his pockets.

"Where are you going?!" Jin

Han stops to turn around to Jin and takes off his glasses to put back in his pockets.

"I'm gonna now off some steam." Han

He then turns back around and walks away. The sound is his footsteps disappeared after the sound of a rusty old cell door opening and closing.

"Seriously, can I not do that too? But no! I have to babysits you idiots!" Jin

He pointed myself and Newt while Damon smiles innocently. He'll get too cocky and it'll end his little innocent act. I could tell one him but the day when he gets caught would be priceless to see his face when that happens. it'll be well worth the wait.

I pulled over the t-shirt since I tore mine off before I sunk my teeth into the first girl.

"Jin you can go get some I can watch these two." Damon

I scoffed at the act and he side glared me.

"I will thank you." Jin

He then walked the same way Han disappeared too.

"Ruel are you not wanting?" Newt

He shook his head staring down at the girl I left on the floor.

"No I'm good. Who did this?" Ruel

"It was me."

"Well don't you think you should put her away. She's dead now." Ruel

Again I tried to listen for a heart beat but nothing.

"I guess you are right. Btw where were you? I didn't see you around after."

" I was just in my bedroom, nothing else."

'Strange'

I picked her up and swung her over my shoulder and took her to the far end if the room. There's back room here for where we put the dead bodies and butler Paul organizes to get rid of them every day.

Once I dumped her with the rest of the bodies and dusted my hands off and walked back just in time for Han and Jin to walk.out the same cell. Jin was fixing his hair and Han was wiping his fave with a cloth, he must of had from his pockets.

" That was quick."

"Well we have a mate waiting for us." Jin

"I thought she was sleeping."

"She is but we shouldn't be here for long and go back to her." Han

I nodded agreeing with him. But the smile on my face couldn't be helped. I know she's slowly accepting us but I don't think she would accept what we do in here and that's why she must never know what's in this room and what we do, never.

After we tidied ourselves up we left the room to make our way back to Lily and Luke. As expected when we entered they were both fast asleep.

I couldn't help but glance at her now and again, listening to her steady heart beat and light breathing. I think we all took a moment to take in Lily's appearance. She looked so small in Luke's arms and yet so vulnerable.I loved her already and I couldn't bear to think we could loose her too.

I made myself comfy back in my chosen spot as did everyone else silently,not daring to speak as we all listening to Lily.

I felt peace for once just listening to her until I too fell asleep.