CHAPTER 17

~RUEL'S POV~

I can't believe I was also going to lose my control I can't believe that and on the top of this I was going to the basement room no no I can't do this to my princess I had to control myself I was craving for blood not for just blood but hers and I knew I couldn't control myself when Ren bite her and that sweet smell..... that's why I left from there. I left to my room.

There I drink some blood to quench my thirst but my body was still hot and there was only one way and that's Lily I don't want to think of other ways. I only want my princess. To control it I changed my clothes and wore my hoodie which Lily was wearing last night when she slept in my room. It has her fading scent which was helping me in a small way but still..... it was sweet oh how would she feel beneath me when I...

I have to stop now before it gets out of my hands. I don't want use those ways anymore. I have stopped using basement since Lily has come in the castle. It was very hard for me and it is still but I had to do it bcz if not now than never ever.

My brothers are a little different in controlling things that's why they are still in the basement. I'm not against them bcz I know It would must be hard for them to stop what we are doing from the years but still I wanted to try and I did. I'm getting weak bcz of not drinking fresh blood but I'm not dead so it's okay.

That's the problem, we vampires get weak if we don't drink some fresh blood and don't fulfill our desires and That's why we do it bcz if we got weak then everything would be out of our hands and we have ruled this world over 200 years so we can't ruined it just like that but my brothers are still strong so if I got weak just for sometime it won't matter right! I'm doing this for princess!

After relaxing I was on the way to the movie room but I heard my brothers voice from the basement so I guess they all are there. I'm in control now so I can visit them. When I entered the basement there it was like always. Some girls were laying dead on the floor.

"Where's Ruel, Damon and Newt?" Han

I was right behind them that's why couldn't see me. I was going to tell my presence when Damon comes casually walking with his hands in his pockets. I know what he did. After cleaning playing all innocent just like always. I know his little secret bcz we were buddies in this but I have stopped now and I pray for them to stop too...

"I'm right here." Damon

"And I'm here."

I walked to come onto their view but when my eyes met with Ren he was looking at me or we can say staring at me. I know what he's thinking but I don't want to tell him yet bcz then he'll got all oldie type angry.

"Where's Newt?" Han

When Han mentioned Newt a girl's scream could be heard and then came to a abrupt stop. He's still with some girl.

And as expected he was feeding on some girl..

"You two guys change your clothes. Lily wants us all back in the room with her to tonight." Jin

"She does!? Even after what Ren!?" Newt

I was also shocked at that but still she's always like that, my princess. Just hearing her names makes my heart beating crazily. She has such effect on all of us. Now all I want is just to see my princess. I know she has fall for us. She loves us and this makes me all giddy. A smile comes on my face without knowing but when my gaze met with Ren, oh fuck. He's already suspicious of me and here I'm smiling like a dumb.

Before making myself more obvious I left from there to Lily and Luke. I stared at her. She's beautiful. I can never become tired of staring at her. She's really something. I have never lose my control and even tried to control it at the same time but in the end it's all for her.

I still remember when she slept in my rooms just like she's sleeping in Luke's. It was the best feeling. I didn't sleep all night bcz I was busy in staring at my gem. I sat beside her and caresses her back as she was snuggled into Luke. I'm really in love with this girl and now I don't care to admit it even if I've to say I'm weak. Yes I'm weak for my princess.

After sometime the others also came and they started to get their positions for sleeping. But we all come to a stop in hearing something. Its her heartbeat so smooth and steady. I like this sound. I like everything about her.

And that's how everyone slept hearing her but I couldn't sleep. There was something telling me to stay awake and there was no sign of sleep in my eyes. I was leaving the room for getting some fresh air when I heard some noices I turned to face the Lily waking up from Luke's arms. What happened? Is she okay? Did she had a bad dream? Why?

She looked at everyone smiling softly. She cares for us. But she frowned for a moment, What happened?

"Ruel!" Lily

Oh she was searching for me. I was at the door just ready to go out.

"I'm here princess!"

She looked at my way. Oh how much I wished the time to stop and kept this moment still when her eyes moved to mine and she blinked to see me clearly. She parted her lips to say something.

"Where are you going?" Lily

She whispered in a small voice. How much I love her voice.

"Nothing princess, I'm just going out for some fresh air."

"C-Can I come with you?" Lily

"Ofcourse you can, you don't need to ask."

She get up from Luke's arms to come with me. There was Jimin laying next to her so she could tripped and fall but I won't let it to happen. I went near her and pick her up in my arms and went out of the room with her.

When I reached at the terrace of my room she gasped to see the view. Yeah! I take her to my room and my room is at the top so the view from it's balcony is

"Woah! It's amazing Ruel. Its beautiful." Lily

"Indeed it is."

I said looking at her beautiful figure. She's so innocent and her eyes holds different sparkle which makes all of us to be lost in them. She's my baby.

But I couldn't help feeling bad that we cheated on her. It is like cheating being intimate with others but we couldn't help our desires. I can't help but feel desperate that what if she gets to know and leave us, no and I know all of us feel the same way about thus matter.

"Why weren't you sleeping Ruel?" Lily

"I was just not feeling sleepy. And you?"

"Me?" Lily

"Why did you wake up?"

"Oh, I just felt distressed and my eyes opened." Lily

She felt the same. She felt distressed. Did she felt the same feeling which I felt.

"Are you okay now?"

"How can I not?" Lily

She looks at me with her beautiful eyes. I couldn't help but lost in her eyes. We couldn't break that eye contact and the moment was so intimidating. My eyes went from her eyes to her pink squishy lips. My body moved on my own. I wanted to taste them and so I did but not before asking her permission because she's different from others and I don't want to think of anything right now.

She is just here with me where she should be. I can't but think of the consequences pf after when she get to know about our truth, i don't want to think of it but still i don't want her to leave us and i have even stopped it. I'm afraid of losing her I don't care if I look desperate but I have loved her from the first day When i saw her crying hugging her knees and begging for not to hurt her. Oh baby.

"Flower!"

"Hmm?" Lily

We parted away from our kiss because i wanted to make her promise that no matter what she'll never leave us no never!

"Promise me you will never leave us! Never ever"

"I promise you but you should also promise that you''l never lie to me and cheat on me." Lily

This caught me off guard. 'Cheat and Lie' We did that and we are still doing do it. What will happen? NO!

"I-I p-promise you i'll never cheat and lie." 'i'll never cheat on you love'

"I love you." Lily

I could'nt help but smile at her confession. I knew she has fall for us. She just had to confess and now she did that. I'll never cheat on you lily from now on i have controlled myself and i'll tell the others too about it.

"I love you too princess."

"I want to tell you something Ruel." Lily

"What is it love?"

I love it when she gets flustered whenenver i call her with love names.

"Thanks for saving me." Lily

"What?"

"I remember everything from that night now. You saved me that night. Thanks." Lily

"Oh i'll always save you. And i'm happy you remember that i first find you so in that case i'm your first man and i'll always be your first right!"

"Ummhmm! but Ren has stolen my first kiss."

She starts chuckling oh how much i love this sound. It's perfect. She's trying to make me jealous.

"So what if He's your first kiss, I'll be your first in the bed then."

Now she's quiet and blushing hiding her face in my chest and hitting me with her small fists like a baby. I couldn't help but chuckle at her cute act.

"I love you princess, But let's sleep now you must be tired."

"Hmm." Lily

I pick her up and take her to my bed with me. and we slept just like last time cuddling with each other or more like she hugging me tightly.

"I love you."

she whispers before going into sleep in her sleepy voice and i kissed her on her head, my princess.