CHAPTER 23

~LILY'S POV~

Last night was amazing I could tell you that.

I never ever thought I would come to doing such things with vampires, and never mind all Seven Royals Vampires.

The sunlight from the window hit my face as I lay in bed with Newt and Jin on each side of me. After last night events that lasted all night we crashed out in Jin's bedroom.

There was a groan coming from the end of the bed and I looked down to see Luke stirring in his sleep.

"Can someone close that god damn curtain?" Luke

He wasn't wearing his shirt with his bare back on full show with evident scratch marks on his back, with a blanket draped over his waist.

I remembered how I reached around his back, pulling him more. Dragging my nails into the skin of his back as I came around him , with shaking legs around his waist.

The flashbacks of the events from last night made me blush but my attention was drawn to Han when he entered the room and walk to the window to pull the curtains closer together to get rid of any sunlight that was coming into the room.

I remembered my events with him if last night and my face turned red.

Namjoon turns around to now face me. He's looking handsome as always. At least he is wearing clothes.

"Oh you are awake. Good morning." Han

"G-Good morning."

I stuttered 'Just Great'.

I looked down from his cute dimples to safe myself from more embarrassment.

"You are all ready, where are you going?"

"Oh, I had some business to do. You know the trip is on the end." Han

Oh yeah! He's right.

I smiled up at him.

"Shush Lily. Go back to sleep." Newt

He stroked the side of my face with his mouth close to my ear as he whispers. Han shakes his head at Newt and chuckles while I blush and blush getting the flashbacks of last night with everyone of them.

"Newt she can wake up if she wants to. It's actually the afternoon now." Han

He says as he brings his hand up to see the time on his watch. I shot up in the bed to sit up right with shock all over my face ignoring the pain in my abdomen.

"Classes! I have classes!"

"Ugh Lily you'll be fine for one day

We already spoke to your teacher. They're fine with it." Damon

He comes from behind the door entering the room with Ren. They was also standing ready in Their clothes. Were they with Han?

' "I'm just getting start babygirl" ' His voice from the last night.

"What happened Lily?" Damon

"When did you do that?"

I know I'm just gonna make fun of myself Infront of them that's why I changed the subject.

"Oh we planned all this throughout the day. It's very likely they know what you've been doing with us." Ren

Oh god no, that's embarrassing.

I quickly cover up my face with my hands just for them to be removed by Jin and plant a kiss softly on the back of my right hand.

"Don't cover up that beautiful face. It should never be covered up." Jin

"And don't very Lily, he's just kidding, we told your teacher that you'll be spending with us for today." Han

"Don't tease her!" Damon

He hits Ren on his head and cones near me.

"It's nothing to be ashamed off. You know , I can even fuck you Infront of your Dahyun." Damon

"Shut up!"

I hit him multiple times on his chest but no use because my punches are not hard. He and Ren starts laughing with head off making fun of me. Hmph!

I looked around the room everyone is here and I'm happy but where's Ruel? Why isn't he here? Did he l-left? No no no.

"G-Guys w-where is Ruel?"

"Oh he w-" Ren

"I'm here princess." Ruel

I get up from the bed or at least tried but I fell on the ground and cried in pain. I just wanted him to hug me. Where did he left? Ruel came to me in his vampire speed and hold me up in his arms.

"Princess!" Ruel

"Lily are you okay?" Jin

"Why are you crying little mate?" Ren

"Is it hurting that bad?" Damon

"You shouldn't had get off from the bed, come here now!" Newt

I just wonder what did I do to deserve them. All attention they're giving is just so much and I love it. Ruel takes me to the bed and tried and place me gently on the bed but I didn't let go of him so he also had to sit with me and I snuggled in him.

"Where are you? Why didn't you come earlier? What were you doing?"

"Relax Relax princess. I went to take some pills for you from Joy because of last night. I knew it would pain. And I instructed the Paul to sent your breakfast here. That's why I get late or else I would have come with others." Ruel

"I'm sorry Ruel, I get scared don't know.of what."

"It's alright and here take the medicine."

'Painkiller' _ 'Medicine' I gasped as I remembered last night. All of them came in me last which was a bad idea. What if I get pregnant.

"What's wrong?" Newt

He sat up to cares my bare back as i was snuggled in Ruel.

"I know what's wrong. Don't worry about it Lily." Han

I snapped a look at him and he only showed an amused smile.

"How can i not?"

"What are you two talking about?" Jin

"Tell me what's wrong princess?" Ruel

He strokes my hairs gently and make me look at him by holding my chin and me being me melted in his touch.

"What if I ge-"

Han beated me into it by speaking in the mid.

"Lily is worried that she'll get pregnant." Han

They all burst out laughing at me, even Luke who now seems to be laying there wearing a loose white shirt 'where did he get that shirt' , lazily listening to the conversations around him. When I turned my gaze to Ruel, he wasn't laughing but a smile was on his face all the time.

" You don't laugh at me!"

I still warned him and his smile grew wider.

"I won't ." Ruel

I love him.

"What's so funny? It could happen!"

Luke shakes his head as he wipes his face with his hands.

"Oh Lily, you don't know anything." Ren

He laughs at me while I scowl at him.

"Ruel."

I turned my face to him and looked in his eyes for help me to understand that what they are saying because he won't laugh at me if ask him any question unlike others.

"Baby, we can't have children with humans so you are safe that way, hmm." Ruel

What? I thought that was only in movies, not a real life fact.

"How? I thought that was just fake stuff."

They shake their heads.

"No its real, we are like the living dead. We could only have children with our own kind, not humans. That wouldn't work, the blood between vampires and humans just wouldn't accept each other." Jin

Oh.

i did wanted t have children one day but i guess if my future with them is a possibility then having biological children wouldn't be a possibility.

"You seem disappointed." Damon

He raised an eyebrow as he stands up too and I nod a little.

"Yes I am. I wanted children some day in the future."

"Well no children for us. EVER!" Ren

He laughed out and his comment surprised me as I widen my eyes to stare back at him.

"Why not? You could adopt."

There was a series of scoffs and huffs in the room, I could practically feel Newt's eyes rolls from sitting up next to me and Ruels arms tighten around me causing me to look at him. There was something in his eyes I couldn't read. Why did he tensed up all of the sudden? Do the not want children with me or?

"No. Never would a child of any blood be running through these halls." Luke

"None of you like children or there's other reason?"

I asked the question from all of them but my eyes were on Ruel. I want him to answer. What does he want? bcz his words Affects me the most. But he didn't say anything so I looked away.

Luke now sat up, scratching the back of his head.

"That's right. They are annoying and selfish and not to mention greedy and they just get in the way." Newt

How can a child be greedy?

'Sigh' My dreams of being a mother were being crushed as we speak.

"Not even v-vampire children?"

I've never met one and I've heard that they are mischievous and cheeky and that they age very slowly compared to humans obviously.

"Nope not even vampire children. They're all the same Lily. I'm sorry but that will never happen with any of us." Ren

I sighed and looked down at my fiddling fingers on Ruel's chest. Only for Newt to reach for my hands and hold them.

"We decided a long time ago Lily that we would never have children. It's the way it will always be. I'm sorry." Newt

He looked genuinely sorry but I can't help how they feel about stuff like that. It's something I've wanted all my life and yo think I can't have something like that with them hurts me already even though I'm not ready to be a mother just now but my future dreams have been shattered into pieces.

"Let's change the subject. How about breakfast!" Jin

"Yes!" Newt and Ren

They yelled at the same time, jumping into action, leaving the room like child who'll get first to the table. They'll most likely have blood while I decide on what to eat.

"I'll find Paul. Breakfast must be ready as Ruel had instructed him." Damon

He skips to the door and leaves.

"I'll go and dress up." Luke

"And we go look for Ren and Newt because If we don't,.they are gonna kill each other" Han

So they all left leaving me and Ruel alone.

"Now,What about you?"

I want the answer from him. I can't let the curiosity kill me. They just don't like the children but what about me!

" What Princess?"Ruel

"You know what I'm asking , don't pretend. Please let me hear what I want to hear."

Please say you want children not like others.

please

"Lily I-"Ruel

"Don't call me by my name."

"Lis-" Ruel

"NOO!"

We stared into each other and finding the ways to get what we both want. And then slowly he holds me by my waist tightly and leaned and kiss me. What's this answer? Is it a yes or no?

"I love you and you'll have everything you want." Ruel

"Bu-"

He kisses me again and again when I try to speak why is he not letting me complete my sentence. So is it yes right!

"Yes right?"

"You better dress up or I'm gonna make another baby." Ruel

"Wha-"

"Shh. Now dress up."

He makes me wear clothes or should I say his only shirt and gives me a painkiller and then again caging me in his arms not letting me say a single word.

' what did he mean by that?'