4 Book Name - Child Soldier - Black Lagon/jormangander Novel

hapter 1 - Products of our.

[Forgotten realm]

"Do not be hasty, it is up to you. I can understand if you do not know, forget the pain of your past, along with everything you ever knew. You could choose to remember it all, even the world your going to." A loud, yet caring voice spoke. Sitting in it's dark throne, around this place, in the far expanses of space. Dark planets floated, crashing into each other.

"I died naturally, like all things do? Why am I in a place like this? Meeting someone like you, great one?" A grayish light, pulsed as it spoke.

Looking far above it at the great one.

"Your still confused, after all that has happened? I can understand why, the things you read in light novels or fanfics. That you need to do something amazing, or my kind needs to accidentally kill you, that is complete bullshit. You were given a chance to live again, purely because you believed in me when others did not. I Stand at the pinnacle of my kind, that brought life to all things even to the other gods that claim to be me, my name was pushed out, and forgotten. Just for some random man to find my last remaining relic, believe in me and tell others. I am forever grateful, for that I have chosen you, to live again, a life as you wish not that others do, well in time you will. Depending on what you pick now. So come tell me what world? What wishes do you desire? How do you wish to live?" The being spoke with happiness in his voice.

"I only acted on what I saw, believing that what was written in that book was right. Still this is a lot to take in, world? Wishes? What kind of life? I've never given much thought to it.. so I will say this, could you take bad memories and leave some good ones for me?" The gray light said.

"I thought as much, very well, it is done." The being said, snapping his fingers.

"Thank you, With one of my wishes, could you take care of my family? Along with my child." the light spit out.

"You think of others, even in a time liked this? Very well, your blood line will never know true hardship, still everything must go through struggles, so they do not forget it is themselves that shape there fate." the being snapped his fingers again.

"I would have it no other way, as long as they are ok. That is all that matters." the light spoke in a happy tone.

"You have 3 more, and a world to pick? What is it you want?".

"For the world? I don't really know, I have not read manga, or watch anime for many years. I will leave it up to you." the light thought for a while, coming up with nothing he spoke.

"I can not, since you do not know.. Fate has decided." The being shook his head, a energy wave of white light, sparked, washing over the both of them.

"I am sorry, I truly did not know." The light said, seeing the look on the beings face.

"It is fine, the world is set. Still as the one who helped me I will tell you this, it is not a world of super humans, nor a world of magic, it is hard work and full of blood, deception, right and wrong. Along with what it means to be human, I am sorry little light." The being said, bowing his head.

"It is fine, from your words, life is about the struggle. Hm no super powers? No magic? Fine I can deal with a world, kind of like my own." The light said.

"I know you will, now come speak your mind.".

"Very well, my first wish, I wish to have survivalist from Call of duty, maybe max it out? numbed pain maxed out, or as much as you can give me." The light was going to keep saying.

"That goes along with survivalist, and that is a lot of wishes in itself, very well I will allow it." The being spoke, after thinking.

"Ok I want, peak human capabilities for that worlds standards, and hand to hand mastery." The light spoke.

"All these, are yours, still nothing is gained with out work. You will achieve these states faster then others, still I wish to see the drive you have." The being said, as 3 lights went to the gray light.

"So there more like perks, well working for something can be done. So what next?" The light said, feeling the strange information enter its being.

"That is all, good luck, and try to live whatever happens. I can not change fate, or your path, that is up to you little light." Smirking.

"I'm pretty sure you could, but I will do my best, thank you." The light said as it saw the gods smirk.

"Good luck." The being said, before the light faded.

"I wish you, the best of luck little light, hardship rules that world. Will you fall short, or will you amaze me like you did before. I truly hope you live, the life you want to.. until we meet again." The words echoed, while the world went back to silence and the being slept again.

[small time skip]

"Fucking hell! Get out of the way ghost! Damn!" A man yelled, smacking a young boy, making him fly into the bar shaking the cups, and beer bottles above.

"I am sorry sir, I didn't think.." the 10 year old boy said, his short, black hair, pale bluish gray eyes, and a scar on the nose as well as his lip.

[looks like Jonah with black hair, a little shorter tho]

"Shut up! You never think!" A large bald head man said, the tan skin, along with his messed up face, and mean look. Gave him a intimidating presence .

The people in the bar laughed, they knew this man all to well, he would fuck with the boy every time he came in, knowing the boy could do nothing, well unless he wanted to die. The boy known as ghost, because his lack of presence and how he disappeared like he was never there. The people laughed until a woman's voice was heard.

"Messing with my pet again, huh mikel?" A red haired lady, in a long, tight red dress spoke. Her long legs, being seen with every step. Her voice was sweet with venom, while she walked up to the boy.

"It is nothing my lady, I fell, that is all." Ghost said, having his face grabbed to look at her.

"You heard the boy Lisa, he fell, I don't see why you care about this little rat anyway?

Hold up.. ah! Lisa chill!" The man mikel said, only to be tripped, and his head slammed into the bar, with a knife to his neck.

"I don't care if you want to drink or fuck whores in my place! If you touch or speak to ghost like that again, I'll cut your fucking balls off put them in your mouth and sow it shut." Lisa said, pushing her knife more in to mikel's neck.

"I get it.. it won't, uh.. happen again.." mikel said being let go, grabbing his neck.

"Good, get him out of my sight." Lisa said, looking to a guard not far away.

"Bitch.." mikel said under his breath, being pulled by the guard.

"Come ghost, time to clean you up, there's something important happening tonight." Lisa rubbed the boys face, and pushing him along.

Making it up the stairs, she pulled the boy along, making it to the center most door at the end of the hall. Being pushed inside, a large room, with a massive bed, candles lite and the red color was extremely vibrant.

"What are you waiting for?" Lisa said, walking to the bed sitting down, while the boy said nothing.

"I saved you, and you forgot to fucking speak?! What did I say!" Lisa's face changed, walking over to ghost smacking him.

[mc pov]

"I was taken for words by how beautiful you are my lady, forgive me." I said, looking at Lisa's face, the face when she was over top of others.

"Honey words huh? Shut up and do as you normally do.." Lisa whispers in my ear, and kissed my neck.

"Yes my lady.." I said, pulling off my shirt, then my pants.

"You know your my favorite don't you? You are no boy, not in my eyes." Whispering more she looked over me, though skinny, I was extremely muscular, scars all over, with something large on my back.

'Can you just get it over with, I can't stand you as it is bitch..' thinking in my head as she feels on me.

"especially here, isn't that right ghost?" Lisa's hands moved down, grabbing my little brother, though only 10, I was well endowed.

(Chill out, yes he is a kid but it was explained in the synopsis what kind of story this was.)

"Thank you for everything my lady, I will try and satisfy you." I said, pushing her down as she pulls her dress up.

"You better, now come.." Lisa said, liking a shota to boss her around, then to go crazy on them.

'I don't even know what's happening anymore? I didn't think I'd end up here, still I was the one who told the being everything was ok, still I can see how my mind has changed, just a little more time and I'll be ready to deal with this shit hole. I guess I have changed, even if I don't remember much, I don't think I was ever this cold hearted in my last life, I guess we really are.. Products of our environment..' thinking to myself as I move my hips, watching her bite the pillow to hide her moans.