Don't say my name carelessly!

Luna was still crying but this time she sat, the heaviness of her emotions forced her to get out of bed, then she shouted :"You can't understand what's happening to me , I can't live …."

"Yes you can !" He replied sarcastically.

"I was waiting …" Her voice cracked, so she stopped talking .

"Don't say it , you were waiting for me ? Why? I don't have the power to make them go back or even reincarnate ! I am not even that interested to do such a thing if I had the power" .

Luna closed her eyes then said : "Kill me, I can't live, I have to die very soon".

"You can't die, you are mine girl and that's not even a choice" .

She covered her face with her hands trying to hide herself and said : "Liam I want to disappear ! I am nothing "

He was listening carefully to her words and then said :"You can't disappear … I tamed you and you became mine ….you are something "

"That's not something to be proud of !"

"Okay, my bad Isa, but still …you are a part of my team here".He forced to her to lay in bed because she looked terrible.

He could know easily that she was not eased or convinced with his words but he couldn't just let her die in vain just after having a mental breakdown .

Liam couldn't tell her what really happened because if he did that, he would certainly lose her and he was not ready for that .

Since day one here, she always followed the path written by her ex boyfriend.

He was the writer .He had the imagination. Compared to him she was very stupid and low achiever, but this time ..

With all these changes she felt like she had to do something about it.

Maybe getting outside the written path was the answer to all of her problems .

She didn't feel time passing as she was lying in Liam's bed.

It may have been hours since she saw him last,she could tell that he was still in his apartment, and now she smelled food cooking in his small yet organized kitchen .

Half an hour later, he was standing in front of her in the middle of the room saying : "You must be hungry !"

She wanted to reject his offer but she couldn't because when the smell of cooking filled the air, her body started to ache.

"I can't move, I think I lost all of my energy ".

He smiled in the corner of his lips then left the room for seconds then returned with a plate full of food and glass filled with orange juice and put it on the floor as he headed towards her to help her sit on his bed to eat .

"You don't have to do this !"

He sat next to her and put the plate on her lap and started to give her some bites to eat. She resisted at first but he insisted .

Feeding another person is on another level of mercy and she has never been fed her whole life, he was the first person to feed her .

Luna started crying while avoiding eye contact with him, she couldn't do this right now, she was too weak, he would invade her if he wanted to .

Liam kept looking at her all that time and when he finished what he was doing he said : "Now you must have a good sleep, Isa" .

"Don't say my name carelessly!"

She yelled at him because she was very triggered by his tone of voice .

"What should I call you? I have to call you something though !"He said sarcastically .

She laid down again, covering all her body with his bed sheet that smells like him, his scent was so good .

Whenever he said her name she felt him controlling every single cell in her body.

She said : "Don't waste your time on pursuing me !You need to sleep and I need your protection from your demon .Let's state facts, I will never be on your side, plus, when I have a way to run away from Olrath I will do that .Don't take me for a weak person because you will feel betrayed".

Saying those words gave her a little power to accept herself.

Liam smirked right away, she was trying t act tough in front of him forgeting that she had a breakdown right in front of his eyes.

" If you say so, Isa " He replied to her with a playful smile on his face .

Liam was still the villain of the story and she will never forget what he did over the years, he was treating her like that just to keep her next to him.

That deal between them was more like the contract he have with his demon, nothing more .

' I will never let him fool me, I know that he is capable of doing the most disgusting things, it is just the way he is build, I am not seeking to change him, all i want to do is to survive this novel'

" I am not a part of your team, Liam Hoover, wether you like it or not " Luna insisted .

Saying those few words gave her hope …

This time she won't stay on the side, waiting for the plot to change .

This time she will fight, even if that meant that she was going to change the plot herself.

She will not let him kill her clan like he always did, over and over. This time she will learn how to fight even if it is already too late for her to learn what Isa refused to learn all this time.

She will not be that stupid weak girl who abandoned her entire clan .This time she will do all that in her pocket to make sure that happend, even if she had to use the villainin the meantime .

"Isa, you have to finish what's on your plat" Liam said to her the moment he noticed that she was fazing out.