broken

Angie sat on the bed with a bored expression. barely holding herself from spewing out the words in her mouth. Somehow, Unconciosly, Bella was to blame for what conspired between her and Caleb. She wanted to yell at her best friend but there was no point crying over spilled milk.

" Went to your place yesterday. Your mom said she hasn't seen you in a week" Bella started.

" You know am barely home so why bother. Besides, I no longer live there now. " she looked at Bella who was a bit surprised. " I moved in with Grace two days ago. My whole family is. Mom's getting a divorce pretty soon"

" Am happy for you"

" you don't sound happy "

" how does happy sound like"

" you tell me" Angie nearly yelled. " am always watching out for you but all you ever do is run off doing what ever the fuck you like, like your feelings are the only things that matter. I didn't mind you leaving me alone that night but I felt betrayed because you shouldn't have. On don's birthday I was nearly killed by my dad but Grace was the one who stood by me - like she always did but I was too blind to see her sticking her neck out for me. I was the one always backing you up even when I knew you didn't deserve it. I am traumatized by the way my father treats my family. I have nightmares that you know nothing about. Your never there for me!! "

" Did you ever tell me how you felt " Bella answered calmly.

" did you ever have to tell me how you feel? you are my friend and when I see something's not right I always know it and I try but behind my face I am burning into ashes and you don't know anything about it"

" Then I am sorry for not trying..... "

" Sorry doesn't cut it this time. Your a selfish person."

" am I really selfish? " she paused with and eyebrow raised. " You played with my feelings over money. My dad was paying you to be friends with me. You think I'd never find out? I knew but I still kept your friendship.... "

" You kept it because YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS. Grace is the only person who really looked out for me and I was here looking out for you while you busied yourself wallowing in self pity and depression. I hope you have a nice life"

She left the room in annoyance. Making her way to the door she heard Bella's voice echoed through the room.

" Shut the door tight and never come back "

" I won't ever need to" Angie mumbled under her breath.