Chapter 45: Comfort him:

Still in Lexi's POV:

"When I accepted the mission it was because of some selfish reason. I wanted to go and see my mother again. His Majesty knew this so he pretended to ask me to help the refugees but also allowed me to see my mother. Your grandmother divorced your grandfather and moved to a nunnery to pray for me. Your mother also understood my wishes so she didn't say anything when I told her I was leaving. That was my worst decision. I should've stayed at home, I knew she was already 8 months pregnant," explained Father.

I watched as his face began to crack and tears began to form in his eyes. I've never seen him cry before. I would never imagine that he could cry. It seems that he actually had emotions. Most of the time, he was always the stern and cold grand duke. It seems like this image of him crying wasn't seen often by anyone. I wonder if Mother ever saw him cry.

Watching him cry I felt a bit bad so I stood up and walked up to him and gently hugged him. He gasped in shock however he still hugged me tightly and whispered "Lexi, I'm sorry. I never realised how my actions had such an effect on you. I'll try to change it. In the near future I will talk to you much more often and care for you. Hopefully, this will all heal your broken heart,". He hugged me tightly and began to rock me as if I was a baby. I'm 10 for goodness sake. But I still didn't push him away. I didn't have the heart to right now.

I got off his lap and he looked a bit sad but managed to pull himself up. I grabbed my chair and brought it next to my father's chair. And there we spent a good hour or so to talk about everything. Everything we like and not like about each other...

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Grand Duke's POV:

I just broke down after I told her everything.

How shameful of me.

What would she think of me as a father?

I never knew she felt like this.

What sort of father am I to have never realised all of this?

Thankfully it's not too late now.

I can still make it up to her.

This conversations had helped us to know each other better is actually quite helpful.

Listening to her, I can see Kathleen's shadow in her. Even their interest is the same. Well, they are mother and daughters, so I guess they'll be similar.

"Father, why did you name that boy as your successor?" she asked gently. I sipped my tea and smiled inwardly. I knew this question was coming. to be honest the answer was very simple. "The law states that a woman is not allowed to inherit a dukedom. If no male heir then the dukedom would go to the nephew or cousins. I didn't want them to inherit the title and I already know that both those nephews are eyeing this title already. Hence, I found a random person to inherit my title. Don't worry I'll make sure in my will you'll have all my assets but not my title," I replied. I watched Lexi's face and realised she was a bit angry but still comforted that I would leave my assets to her.

We finished talking and I opened the door to find Camilla talking to one of the maids. She looked at me and greeted me by nodding her head. I was going to talk to her however, she zoomed past me to look for my daughter. I signed inwardly. Was I being rejected now? Gosh. Camilla chose my daughter over me. I'm hurt.

I signed again and turned to look at them both. The door had shut again. Seriously. That quick? I looked at the trembling maid and muttered "When they come out tell them that we'll all be having a family dinner tonight to welcome Damian,". The maid nodded and I headed off to see how Damian was doing.