IT WAS AN ACCIDENT
Today is the day, we will now know if Astrid is part of our family or not.
"When will we tell them?" Leander asks me
"I don't know, maybe some other time," I took a deep breath
"I know what you're thinking when we knew about that, don't you dare to do that," he warned me
"I won't do that, I promise," I turned my back to him
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm good, just a little bit dizzy," and I yawned. For the past few weeks, I've been seeing one of my father's men and it's stressing me out because he even calls me at night!
"I'm nervous but excited," he tap his shoulder, meaning he wants me to rest there
"You're still studying, how can you provide with your own money?" I intertwined our fingers
"I have my own money so don't worry,"
"Okay, let's go?" I want to see my sisters, probably they're on the hospital now
"I think you should stay here," I stopped from fixing my things
"What? Why?" I looked at him with my forehead wrinkled
"Let them be to know it-"
"I want to be there!" I insist
"Fine, but avoid people," as he hold my things, I encircle my arms to his arms
As we went inside the car, I looked to my right and my heart beat so fast when I saw one of my father's men. Oh no
"Can you ahm, can you drive fast?" My eyes were still to my father's men, I got goosebumps when he smirked.
"Why're you look trembling?" And he stopped driving!
"Go! Go! Drive!" I shouted and he immediately drove, looking like I shocked him by shouting. Izack. Our father's men followed us
I'm bleeding… wh-what is this? What is the meaning of this?
"You're bleeding! The f*ck this is why I don't want us to leave!" Now, he is the one who's shouting
"Oh my goodness, this is too much blood! Come on, drive faster!" My weakness is blood! I think I am going to pass out. And I am.
I GOT NERVOUS WHEN BLAIR passed out! My hands and knees were trembling!
Oh, God. Please don't put them into critical condition or anything bad. I am begging you! This is my first time seeing something like this. I really don't know what to do! Good thing the nurses help me immediately
I followed the stretcher but I didn't go inside. My knees are really trembling.
"How's m-my ahm, my wife?" I don't know what term I will use! I made her pregnant! We don't have a label.. this is my fault. I'm not thinking
"Don't stress her out, Sir. If she keeps on bleeding you might both lose the baby,"
For the first time in my life I got so scared… I'm scared of what could happen.
So many things happened in months. With us. We're always together and we always want to be in private, this happens so early!
I made her pregnant… So early, I'm not ready yet but what will I do?
We don't know how to say this to our friends, it's not that we're scared, we're just not ready.
I should stop myself from doing that! But I couldn't think right at that time, I'm drunk
We're still studying, how is this now? I mean, I have money. I can buy all what she needs, but she can't graduate because she's pregnant, so she will stop studying.
She just came into my life a month ago, I think almost one year now, and things go so fast. I didn't want to make her pregnant, actually when I asked her out I was going to ask her if I could court her, but suddenly our date did not go through.
That night I was under the influence of alcohol and Blair wasn't. But why didn't she stop me? Maybe she couldn't also think right
"Why are you here?" It's Luna
"Blair is inside-"
"What?! What happened?!" I step away because she's too loud
"We will explain later-" why is this girl always cutting me off?
"No! You will explain to me now," she glared at me
Blair and Luna really are sisters
"Okay, I made her pregna-'' My words weren't complete yet, she slapped me hard!
"What did you do to my sister?! Why did you made her-" the people is looking at us because of her voice
"It's an accident!" I held her arm and pull her out of the hospital
"Hey, it hurts!" She stepped on my feet
"Calm down! You're too loud! Let me explain," I let go of her arm "I was drunk that time and Blair wasn't but I don't know why she didn't stop me and after a month we found out that she's pregnant and we don't know how to tell you and friends,"
"Why are you with her when you get drunk?"
"Well, we had a fight that time and when I went inside my condo she's there, glaring at me and she started to hit me and I stopped her and trying to explain and our fight gets so serious, she said 'get out or I will throw this thing to you' so I went out and hang out with my friends and I got drunk,"
"Why do you guys fight?"
"It doesn't matter, don't worry I will take all my responsibilities," I seriously said
She also seriously looked at me "Don't leave her even though you knew something about her, try to hear her out if that time comes. I don't want my sister to be miserable, take care of her," she left me with confusion
I go back to Blair, she's now carrying my child- our child
I am not ready to be a father, husband or anything, I still want to enjoy being single but my life changed since Blair came into my life, now there's a little baby in her tummy. Can't wait to hold his/her little hands and feets
Blair is now in private room, she's now awake
"You're awake, how's your feeling?"
"I'm good and I am 20 minutes awake," she's so cold. Maybe just tired
"How's my baby?" She asks with a cold voice
"OUR baby is okay, just avoid stress because if you don't we will both lose the baby," I emphasized the 'our'
"I want to go home, I mean to Dylan's condo," she sits
"Are you sure you're okay now?"
"Yeah, I am," she's not looking at me!
"What's your problem? You're not looking at me!" I get irritated
"I'm just not in the mood, okay? Just help me to go home,"
Patience. Patience.
We're now in Dylan's condo and now she's avoiding me!
"I know you, you're mad at me! Tell me what's the problem,"
"You." What?
"What about me?"
"Literally.. did you have a plan to court me? Or even marry me? You got me pregnant! What will I tell my child? That we're just playing?"
"I have plans, but our date did not go through,"
"Ok, fine,"
I lay next to her and hugged her
"I love you,"
It made her still and that made me laugh.