I Want To Die, Yet I Fear It

Diane's P.O.V

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How long has it been since I got sent here?

A week?

Two weeks?

Or maybe even a month...

I'm not sure but it feels like time flies so slowly inside such a compact-sized cellar.

The floor is always so cold, or is it just my body that keeps getting colder? I'm not sure...

My body doesn't know how to feel anymore and it aches every second that passes. Josh comes to see me about three times a day; for breakfast, dinner, and then to unchain my hands in the evening so I go up to take a shower.

He bathes me himself and the one time I tried to escape, I was nearly electrocuted in the tub.

I feel I've gotten a little docile recently, probably because I don't want to be electrocuted as frequently as before.

It all started that day after the doctor left. Around midnight, he returned to use the remote on me for spitting on his face earlier.