Chapter 15
Immediately she left me alone in the room, I broke down like never before. I unleashed all the pain I had kept in me and wept bitterly. Someone knocked on the door and I knew it would either be Jazzy or Aikens since they were they only people in the house. I wiped my face so that they wouldn't know I was crying my lungs out before opening the door, it was Aikens. I tried to close the door but he blocked it with his foot and pushed his way through. He pulled me into his embrace when he got in and I felt I was being protected for a while before realizing my position.
"Where have you been?", he said but it sounded almost like a whisper . I pushed him away from me and warned him never to come close to me.
"Why are you doing this?, what has come over you?", he asked with pain filled in his eyes.
"How could you ask me such a question when you know very well what I'm talking about?",I said not trying to break down but it was too late.
"Please stop crying and talk to me, I don't get what you are saying", he said patting my shoulders.
"Don't you dare touch me Aikens, you…you broke my heart and now you want to lie to my face?", I threw away his hand and sat on the bed painfully.
"I broke you heart… how?",
"Would you stop putting on that act, you knew you were the only one I had yet still you had to hurt me this much?"
"Please Annie,… talk to me and stop putting yourself through so much pain, it breaks my heart", he sounded as if he was holding some tears back.
"It hurts Aikens, it's hurts me so much to see you with another girl", I was finally confessing my feelings to him.
"That shouldn't be your problem Annie, why do you have to get worried seeing me with ..?
"Because…", I cut him off
"Because what?", he was eager to listen to what I had to say.
"Because…be..because…", I stammered not knowing how to construct my words
"You are getting me more worried Annie, speak to me", he spoke looking directly at me but I avoided eye contact with him. He squat in front of me and raised my chin so I could meet his gaze but I refused.
"Annie please look at me", he pleaded and I could feel his pain. I raised my head and looked straight into his beautiful eyes which were covered with so much worry.
"Because I love you Aikens….I really..I really love you", I whisper yelled at him. He seemed to have been shocked at what I just said but I ignored him and focused on what just came of of my mouth.
"Do you mean what you just said?", he asked and all I could do was give him a nod .
He pulled into his arms and slammed his lips on mine. His lips were da soft that I couldn't resist his kiss but to just give in.He began kissing me passionately that I could hold myself from wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I love you too Annie and even more", he said in between the kiss and I was lost. The thought of Jazzy struck me so hard that I pushed him away from me.
"What's wrong ?", he asked.
"You know this isn't right", I replied rubbing my hand in my hair.
"What do you mean by that?", he asked confused.
"I don't want to be the reason why someone goes through a heartbreak torture "
"What are you talking about, didn't you say you love me as much as I do?"
"I did but let's think about others too"