Words come to life

"Help! Help me!" I screamed while splashing the water uncontrollably with my arms.

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I found her in a position I wasn't prepared for. Ethan was on top of her, they were–smooching.

I flickered my eyes and lost concentration. It hurt like hell. Felt like my heart gushed out blood from a deep cut on it. 

I shut my eyes again in a bid to resume my mission.

"No...no I cannot do this!" I rushed up on my feet at once holding onto my head as I paced about.

"It hurts..it f*cking hurts…" I said out loud while rubbing my chest and trying to breathe.

I exhaled. 

It was a perfect moment to succeed at my intentions as she was currently distracted, he was too. 

I walked backwards and sat at the end of the bed, shutting my eyes till I could find her again.

I did.

My will was strong but the pain was even stronger. I knew I had to get it over with before they both went any further with the foreplay.