The voice.

Heaven's Pov

I swiftly passed my sweaty hands through my hair, My heart race increased and legs felt like they were glued on the ground as well as my lips glued together that I couldn't speak anything nor shout at her. Everything around me turned dark grey like someone with colour rush. Even my own body turned to grey from brownish . My ears turned dumb and all I could here where Hazel's teasing laughs.

I wanted so bad to know why she did that to me and scream at her or pull her hair off her head but couldn't do anything. I felt like doing the same things that she did to me.

The moment that man passed the name Hazel in his mouth. "Palmer Kandi is Hazel Fordham." I mimicked the man for several times and those words resound in my head again and again. And now her words are pissing me off resounding in my head. I pulled out the pistol from waist bag and I was about to pull the trigger and put a bullet in her head when a hands tapped on my both cheeks but I couldn't see them. I felt warm hands on me and then a male voice sounded in my head. " You can't use violence to punish a wrong dore and yet you yourself you have done many worse things which are unforgivable ."

I hurriedly turned left and right, Infront and behind me again and again looking for that person who talks as if he knew me but couldn't see anyone except for the smacking Hazel.

I felt numb and all I could think of was to run as far as my legs could take me but my legs betrayed me . "Who are you?" Impatiently yelled at the voice but unexpected Hazel replied.

"Palmer Kandi." Hazel replied smirking

"Who are you?" I screamed on top of my lungs but got nothing like a reply from the voice

"I said am Palmer Kandi." Hazel yelled at me .

"Shut the hell up you crazy bitch am not talking to you ." Who are you and how do you know me? I asked again almost crying

"Am someone who resents and hates you the most in this world but again I can't help but to love you. The more I look in those brown eyes and your heart shaped lips I can't help to fall for you. Am someone who wants to protect you from doing something stupid." the male voice sounded in Heaven's head

"Get the fuck out of my head you crazy psycho." I yelled shaking my head looking like a real psycho but the voice wouldn't leave me alone and he kept on blabbering out what I called nonsense but in other words he was saying the truth but couldn't just surrender myself to a mere voice and before I knew it I was on the ground rolling myself in the sand.

Hazel looked at me in horror and laughed as if it was the funniest joke of the year.

The person standing before my eyes is more than a drug dealers but a syndicate leader. She's the richest of all the dealers and everyone works under her feet, she gives the final order. And I am no difference from her since am her business partner who works in shades. My parents knew about that in that fake accident Palmer created 'Hazel' . I couldn't even face my friends especially Chen because am ashamed of myself , I feel guilty, I deserve more than death and hell because Tom died because of me. I don't deserve to be called a human. I became a billionaire at 16 . I own alot of property in my name which I didn't even remember until yesterday night I own a resort, two big hotels and a rental with 30 floors. All those things in my name but bought them with drug money "Blood money"

Honestly, I feel happy to be one of the self made young people in the whole town of Ssangala but again I pity myself that I can't enjoy myself regardless of all the money I have. I have been stuck for a full year, leaving in lies and enjoying being a freaking kind person which am not and I will never be , this is my fate... being a billionaire drug dealers closely to being a Mafia

Now I know the reason why my parents hates me to the core, am more than a devil in their eyes, am a sinner who can't be forgiven of her sins. I always blamed them without knowing what I did but still am not the only one of my kind. Everyone is a sinner and people have done many unforgivable stuff but that doesn't make me innocent.

I was lost in my wildest dream when Hazel walked up to me and whispered " Since you have got all your memories back you know what kind of monsters me and you are." She posed and continued walking around me " Me and you had the most wonderful relationship but that freaking boy destroyed all of it, I had no choice but to get him out of my way."

I quickly got up on my feet and have her dead stares as I hissed but that didn't stop her from smirking at me and teasing me with her lips and stares. I wished the ground below me could open up and swallow me alive. I quickly thought of any easy way to die and that's when I came up with this thought of grabbing her neck and slam her hard on the rock .

I let out a sigh knowing my plan was a complete combination of failure and fear. How will I be of any difference from the old me who was happy seeing others suffer . I shrugged off that idea and another quick and easy way popped up in my mind. 'A gun'

A smile appeared on my lips but didn't last longer when I found out my waist bag was missing.

"Did someone steal it, I mean it's only me and Palmer here and none of us had it."

I looked around but the bag was missing . "Could it be the annoying voice?" I quickly thought of anything that can make the voice speak to me again though I hated it for talking nonsense but this time around I needed to ask it a few questions . I let out a breath and tiredly walked to my car to grab my knife surprisingly or shockingly the knife was also gone.

"Come out you freaking mother fucker."

I yelled hoping it would come out but it didn't then I remembered having a tool box in the behind of my car. I quickly slammed the car door hard in annoyance and rushed to the boot to collect my tool box but to my horror the tool box wasn't there.

Hazel was watching me the whole time laughing miniacally until when she drew closer and patted my shoulders. For some reasons, I felt good that I couldn't pull myself away from her .

"Let's get out of here before the cops arrive." she told me and voluntarily agreed.

She set my sports car on fire before leaving but didn't utter out a word complaining or stopping her from destroying it but just sat in the passenger seat as a dummy.

"I swore to myself before coming here that am going to take her back in a body bag, I swore to smash her head into pieces that no one could even recognize her dead body but look ... am the one being taken back."

I guess I can't change my fate... I have to be me again, rude, Ruthless , player and A± bully and stick on my original plan I had to look for my cousin Eve Woods.

That's my fate and destiny.