Chapter 32 My Personal Hell 2

Another thing I hate so much about this native compound is the jealousy and the envy that runs too deep in their veins.

Like I said, most native compounds are like a business place where no one is really happy with each other especially when customers are crossing your shop to another person's, but they still sit together and chat and laugh even it's not from their minds.

In this compound everything you do is a problem to your neighbor, anything at all, as long as you are happy and your are celebrating they will never be happy inside their minds.

If you cook tasty food with a crushing stomach arousing aroma, your neighbor will not be happy, so if you mistakenly throw water anyhow you're definitely calling for troubles.

If there's anything white you drop on the floor in front of your own room problem, if you greet and you don't shout and demonstrate it problem, if you don't greet problem.

If you play music in your room they will complain, if you are staying on your own and your playing with any one of them still your calling for troubles, One particular man has made it his sole duty to rat every body to the landlord who lives out of the state.

One woman is solely committed to jamming two persons head together, she will hear from this one and she will go tell the other person and add her own ontop, that same woman is still solely committed to seducing every young guys in the compound both the under age.

And one man is also committed in sleeping with all the girls in the compound both married women, I mean a lot is happening in this compound, I call it my hell and if I survive it means I won't see hell again.

I will definitely survive it, my God who allowed me to go there to see all the things I need to avoid in my life and know the real things that I need in my life and the ones I don't need, He will surely guide me out of it.

Out of the 27 rooms in the native compound I only greet 3 persons there, the rest of them is on their own, they don't exist to me, even though we live in the same compound, I don't greet them and I don't respond if they greet me, I just don't need to have anything to do with people like them in my entire life.

Although some of them I had given a benefit of doubt and I was at least greeting few of them until the stupidity and foolishness in them couldn't just stay calm and I was forced to cut it completely, I stopped greeting 25 different families living in that compound.

There's this famous saying that says "no good morning no how are you" I have proved it several times to be true, because if we don't talk to each other I wander how we could even begin to have issues, since we don't talk to ourselves, Live your life and let me live mine.

We were not created together in this life, and the life itself can be so personal, so we can be living in the same compound and never have anything to talk forever, I'm cool with it just to avoid uncertainties.

"No good morning no how are you" no smoke without fire and no fire without sparking two things for light" so if you and I have nothing to discuss that means we couldn't disagree on anything, we can't have any misunderstanding of any sort if we are having any discussion.

The extent of many evil things that is happening in this compound makes me to think at times that God wants to punish me for my sins, because I couldn't have come to live in this kind of compound if I had known or if I had seen it.

But the pressure that my challenges mounted on me was much, I bet you no one would wish to go through the kind of shit I went through, no one should, I fought so hard to overcome all my challenges but at end it seems as though it was meant to happen, I went through a lot before I compromised, I fought relentlessly to protect everything I've achieved so far even till now I've never stopped fighting and I have no intentions of stopping until I scale through completely, I'm never given up until my last breathe.

I swore an allegiance to myself that no matter what I will never stop believing in my God until I'm dead because I strongly know that there is nothing He can not do.

But I just have to obey His rules and abstain from anything that is ungodly, such as adultery, jealousy, envy, backbiting and many more but to mention this few.

Every one of us has this demons that prompt us to do many evil things but we all have this spirit in us that will always say no to that evil feelings but then if we neglect that voice then we are on our own.

Everyone gets that jealous and envious feelings over things they wish they had at a first glance of but if you're really wise you'll realize immediately that you can still get that particular kind of thing or even a better version of it if you work for it and you don't need to be jealous or envious of what you admire or what you wish you had, you can have it if you really want it. Just work for it and keep on believing that's all you need to do instead of being jealous or envious over it.