MOODY DAYS :(

I don't know what happened i mean after i telling him what is bothering my mind and then he just like a lil bit swing again and i don't know why i mean like i was really wanting to be always honest about everything with him, but it seems it's so difficult i mean like he just feels so different after that two stupid question and i don't know why i mean i am asking him about that i just want to how's he feels about it and i just want be more deeply open with him.

Because i really want him in my life and i really love him so i just want he knows everything about me and i don't want to keep a secret from him and i don't mind he decided about what is good for me or not, even despite that i know that i am a grown guy but i dont mind if he give me his opinion on it.

But despite about everything is happened i am still giving you my trust and i still love you because my feeling to him is very sincerely and i really want him to be in my live and i don't want to lose him even i need to sacrifice my heart for it i don't care i just really love him and i want him.