A STUPID QUESTION :(

I really missed him right now but at the same time i feel like he was a lil bit swing after everything i told him and i wasn't expected that but when i ask to him what happened he just said everything it's okay and of course i didn't just directly agree with it i don't know why it might be because i love him so much and i don't want to lose him but i don't know i can't say anything about it because he said everything is ok.

But.... i just still worried about it i just want everything i be clear and good as like before i ask him that question and i just he is understanding that i love him so much and i don't want to lose him i also just want always to be honest with him because i didn't like to hide something from someone i love and i just want play and come clean on this relationship.

Even in the beginning in this relationship he started with telling me that he wants to take an open relationship way, but i was never take this relationship with him as open because i love him so much and i want him so deeply i hope he understand that.