BEING IN RELATIONSHIP AS A GAY GUY.

Being in a relationship as a gay guy is not easy though because even some people say that we are looks similar as a hetero relationship but I think we are a bit different though, you know why?

Because some guy in gay community could be a jerk and sometimes they also can be bad in way that they manage their sex life, because some of them is just like play around even they have a partner.

But which I am ok with it if in terms that they are in open relationship but sometimes I got stuck and didn't understand about the term of open relationship because why you are guys in open relationship if you love each other. and is it in open relationship that you guys need to be honest and transparences to each other to makes the relationship going.

And also, in open relationship is not for someone who didn't have a big heart and they can't handle themself because it's really taken a lot of your energy and your mind on it and you are need to be careful with whatever you do around that kind of stuff.

Even for myself open relationship is really hard and I didn't even dare to use my card for it and I don't want to because I think there is no point because I really love my partner and I didn't have desired for someone else only for him and also is not followed my vision about life.

So, even though he pulled and using his card many times I only can suck it up and put my head held higher because I don't want to lose him because I really want him in my life and I can't imagine my life without him, so yeah, I think it's really big sacrifice that I ever made for someone.