MISSED HIM......AGAIN......

 I just miss him so much and I don't know what to do. I'm here in Bali and he was far away in SYD we just like can't be close together for the moment we just needed to wait until one of us come visit each other again and I bet I will make my own way to visit him again in his hometown because I got some things that I didnt finish yet.

 Because in my last trip there I couldn't see his mum because his mum didnt feel so well which is understable but I really feel so sad for that because my plans at first before I do that visit is to see his mum that's number one but destiny say something else so we couldn't meet.

 I just hope that I will still get time so his mum one day soon because I really want too because not even single family of him that I cant meet at the time which is makes me also wondered whats happened I mean we got time but we just don't have chances to met them.

 So I promise to myself that I will coming back again and go to see his part of the family and I will make sure that I will be able to see them next time because I don't want to lose the windows to see them specially his mum because she already very old and god knows when she gonna leave us so before that I was hoping that I can meet her and say hi and to meet the amazing who give birth to my lovely Stevie.