QUESTIONING....

   Sometimes I just feel like we are grow apart and in the other times I feel like we are grow closer and I don't understand how is it even possible for me to feel this way I mean I love him so much but how I can had this feeling with me and no matter what I do they will always coming back when I least expected.

   Sometimes I feel like I fall to hard for him and even myself cant stop it and handle it anymore and its also makes me worries a bit and makes me questioning myself is it I will be ready for what gonna be happening in the future, and is it if I do take wrong step by fall him to fast and deep.

   But sometimes what he said (don't to fall to deep and hard!) makes me keep thinking about it and makes me wondering what he meant by it and is it only because I worried getting hurts again or did I just being some paranoid guy who been gosh by his shit past but no matter what it is I have no regret by fall and deeply in love with him because I do want him in my life but if its gonna hurt me only god knows how to safe me.