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The book titled "My Life Journey with Him" is a compelling autobiographical account that chronicles the author's personal odyssey through the ups and downs of life alongside a significant other. This heartfelt narrative delves into the joys and challenges of a shared existence, offering readers a glimpse into the intricacies of love, companionship, and the profound impact one person can have on another's life. The book explores themes of resilience, growth, and the transformative power of human connections. Through a rich tapestry of anecdotes, emotions, and introspection, "My Life Journey with Him" invites readers to reflect on their own life journeys and the relationships that shape them. It is a poignant testament to the enduring power of love and the shared experiences that define us as individuals.

My Life Journey With Him :)

You think I don't care?.. I watched you give up on me.. I watched you give me those dry replies. I watched you slowly talk to me less everyday. I watched you slowly lose interest in me. I watched you slowly walk out of my life.. And it's really hurt and broke me into small pieces.

And now you are fully walk out of from my life and makes me feel like my world trumbling down and I don't really sure how to manages my life after this I am to devoted to you and makes me blind to all the red flags that out in front of my face and I keep denied that all red flags because I am blindfolded of my feelings and how deeply I love you so much.

That shit is more hurts when in the end is not as I was expected that you are blamming me for that all things that I said and you keep saying its not true and its only happened in my mind which in the reality is I got the hard evidence and I just dont want to use them because its hurting me enough to had the evidence.

Even though I meant to mention everything is to makes you talk to me because I want you to talk to me because talking is importan for me and the clarity is important to me for moving forward and how to put myself but its seems that you are dont want to that so and you choose to walk out of my life and left me behind without any clarity and wondered what did I do wrong?, and if do something wrong by want to get the clarity to move forward and makes me wondered and lost trust to myself did I am that bad person.

Even also after you walk out of my life you still wanted us to be friends and its more hurts for me to do so because i dont know if you really knows or understand that I loving you so deeply and I am devoted to you. And how I could be your friends after you walk out of my life and I am not really sure how I need to put myself if destiny decided to makes us to be in one place and one time that we are not even planning to meet after all of this and it will be super weird feelings just being friends to you because I love you so deeply.

U THINK I DON'T CARE.....