Chapter 12

"That's enough smoking Bex ." He says

I can't stop crying and I just want to smoke.

He grabs me up in a huge hug. I hug back so tightly. I feel the sparks but my brain is so fucked right now. He's rubbing my hair trying to console me. I just cry on him.

" I'm so sorry Bex. I was in the woods and I overheard everything." He says

He keeps hugging me and rubbing my hair.

Why did Trenton do this? Why would he ruin everything we've built together? Everything we've overcome?

"I just don't know how to breathe. Everything hurts. He's having a baby with another woman!" I cry out

Tristen k just keeps holding me.

I eventually stop crying and move away from Tristen.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not okay right now." I say as I sit back in my seat

"I don't expect you to be. I know it's fresh but I would never hurt like that. Or hurt you ever." He says

"I somehow believe you. But I need to heal. I need time to think." I say honestly

I will not get into another relationship anytime soon.

"Well, you have my number. Message me if you need anything. But I need to get back to our pack." He says

"Can I meet them one day?" I ask

I need a distraction. Especially this weekend.

"I thought you'd never ask." He says smiling

"Can I this weekend? I'll be away from my babies for the first time and I know I won't be okay. I need a distraction." I say truthfully

"The pack will be honored to meet their Luna." He says pridefully

"Okay. I need to go in and get my babies to bed." I tell him and start towards the door

"Okay, I'll check on you tomorrow." He says walking off the porch.

I go inside and go find my parents. My babies are asleep and mama comes to hug me. How do I tell my parents? What will they think? Daddy might try to kill Trenton.

I tell my parents I will discuss everything with them tomorrow but that I need to join my babies.

I snuggle in mama and daddies king size bed with my babies and drift to sleep. I'm thankful they have extra rooms so they let us all have this bed.

I need to sleep and enjoy snuggles with my babies.

They have so much ahead of them. I don't know how I'll deal with being away from them. Or how they'll deal with being away from me.

What will they think of her? Will they want to call her mama? Will they like her more than me?

Stop Bex.

It will be fine. You have to be strong. You're setting an example for your babies.

This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever been through.

I breathe in my babies and snuggle them.