Chapter 13

I wake up to nurse Mia. It's 6:49 by the clock on my phone.

No messages.

I get up and get Mia in my arms and hold her tightly while I nurse her. Maybe he'll let me keep her over night instead of her staying with him over night. I'm not comfortable with being away from my babies period but Mia nurses at night.

I can pump for her to have more in the freezer stash. I'm just scared to be away from my babies. I have to remind myself that Trenton is a great dad and will protect his babies.

Mia is smiling now and Trish is stirring in her sleep. Lizzie is still out. I smile looking at my babies. No matter what, some greatness are out of our train wreck of a marriage.

*chime*

I check my phone to see a message from Tristen.

Good morning beautiful.

I hope you rested well and feel better today. Our pack has been informed that you will be here tomorrow and they are very excited to meet you.

XOXO,

Your MATE, Tristen

He's coming on strong. It's been one day since I've been, so to speak, a single person. He needs to chill and slow way the fuck down.

I respond:

Whoa now, chill with the lovey stuff.

I have a lot going on and I'm not in the right spot emotionally for you to be doing that.

Trenton will be getting the girls tomorrow evening around 4.

*chime*

I had to try 😅

I will come pick you up around 5 then. We will portal to my plain/realm after that. Don't be nervous. It will be okay.

See you tomorrow.

Even though everything just came an abrupt end with my marriage, I have butterflies thinking about tomorrow. That sounds like I'm a fast one.

I can't explain the feeling. Maybe just nerves about tomorrow, I'm not sure.

But the one thing I am sure of, I do not know how I'm going to be without my babies for two full days.

Mama and daddy have breakfast ready for us all.

There is nothing like your mamas breakfast at your childhood home. The image that comes to mind is from the kids movie, Emperors new groove.

My kids are so happy. I hope they are okay with tomorrow's transition. I should probably text Trenton and confirm the time and see about when I can get all of my belongings.

So I take my phone out to text him.

I think 4 is a good time to get the girls tomorrow.

I also have enough milk stored in the freezer there for Mia.

I also need to see what time is convenient for me to get all of my stuff. I'd prefer to do it when the girls are with my parents so they don't see it and question it.

I sigh in relief and continue to eat.

*chime*

4 is fine. I'll bring your stuff when I come get the girls. They won't think anything of it. I have it all boxed up already. We need to discuss a few more things about Tara.

He already picked all of my stuff?! What the fuck?! The audacity. I bet "Tara" is already moved in.

Fine. But I will repeat what I told you last night. She will NOT be around my kids until I meet her and make sure she isn't a toxic bitch.

She's already helped along with you to ruin our marriage and family so she can't be that great of a person.

Since you already have all of my stuff packed so quickly, you can set it in daddy's shop before you come in to pick up the girls. That way they don't see it.

Mother fucker got me twisted I thought as I sent the message. He moved on while we were still together, fine. But she can't be a good person if she'd willing do that. Calm down. I need to chill and focus on my babies.

The day passed before I knew it and we were snuggled in bed again.

I do not know how I'm going to handle the next couple of nights.

I drift to sleep once my babies are asleep