She raised her eyes to her grandma. Carl doesn't, and he won't,... She pushed down the bitterness in her throat, feeling ashamed of herself for trusting another guy after he lied to her, claimed to love her, and then cheated on her. Saying, "Carl doesn't want me. This is why I've returned.
Carl doesn't seem like the kind of guy who would refuse or forsake his own kid, even if things don't work out between you two. "He's a Lycan and a Carl!
To paraphrase, "It's not that...
I…” She and Carl would be doomed to a lifelong bond if they had a kid together. She could have to see him in the company of other women, including his potential future Donald. And how exactly would it function? Carl was the name shared by both of them. What if she had a kid, would he or she be named Carl of Pretoria AND New Sun rock? The fact that I am pregnant is still up for debate.