Chapter 11

I walk into my dad's office holding my breath.

"Hi dad." I say sitting down in the chair in front of him.

" What brings my dear daughter here today." He says looking up from his papers putting them aside giving his full attention to me. I loved it when he did that. He was the only one to listen to me besides Cachire. Although rare.

"Dad I uh.....um I uhhh..." I say stuttering.

"Get out what you need to say darling." He says in a gentle voice. He always talked to me gently, but I think that's going to change really quick. I swallow the spit in my mouth trying to find the courage to say what I was going to say.

"Dadimpregnant." I say as fast as I could.

"What? Honey say it again and say it slower this time. Why are you so nervous?" He said putting his hand on mine. Just wait and see. You'll see why I'm nervous.

I take a deep breath before speaking again." Dad," I say looking him dead in the eye.

"Yes honey. Go on." He says encouraging me to continue.

"I...I'm pregnant." I say looking away.

I feel him make me face him and wipe the tear that had fallen from eye. I could see the anger in his eyes, but he was keeping calm for just for me.

He cleared his throat before talking. "And who is the father." He asks balling his hands into fists.

"Jordan." I whisper as quiet as I could, but he still heard me. And that's when he burst. He hated Jordan after what he had done to me.

"WHAT?" He boomed. "Did he force you?" He asked looking worried.

"No. I was fully aware of what was going on around me and what I was doing." I say looking away from his gaze.

"Look at me" he said tightening his grip on my hand. "Look at me darling." He said again. I look at him with tears in my eyes.

"I know you didn't mean for this to happen, but I'm still disappointed. It could've been someone else. Why did you do it with him?" He said tears in his eyes.

When I saw the tears in his eyes I broke. I had never seen my dad look at me this way. He was looking at me with disappointment on his face.

"I'm sorry dad. I didn't mean to. I ju...just. I don't know what happened. I just couldn't control myself." I say crying.

"And there is a reason for that." He said looking down.

Huh. A reason? How would he know?

"How about we go out? Huh? Just me and you, and I'll tell you a few things you need to know." he said.

"That sounds nice dad" I say looking at him. We both had tears in our eyes. Dad had left work early to spend time with me and now we were at a cafe. He had rented the whole cafe for us the whole day.

"So, what did you want to tell me?" I asked after the waiter gave us our order.

"Well..." He started. " There has been something I've been keeping from you your whole life." He said distraught. My whole life? Why did he keep it from me? Does he not love me? Maybe he kept it from everybody else to.

"Go on." I say urging him to talk quickly.

" You know how people say werewolves are a myth." He asks. What was he getting at.

"Yes, but what does that got to do with me?" I ask.

"Listen and I'll explain" he says.

" Ok." I respond.

" We are werewolves Sage." He says waiting looking for my reaction.

"Are kidding me dad? Stop playing, get to the point." I say laughing.

"I'm being serious Sage." He says getting serious.

" So your telling me what the doctor said earlier was true." I said pausing. " Is it true that I have some type of alpha wolf blood?" I asked not believing it.

" I'm being dead serious Sage. We're werewolves. We have advanced senses, we have mates, and we have unbelievably strong healing bodies. Why do you think that when you were hurt it went away after a few days? It's because your a werewolf. Of course yours was slower because you didn't know and hadn't connected to your wolf, but you still got better faster than other people." he says. Is he being serious? Me? A werewolf?

"So why did you keep it from me? Why didn't I know about it?" I ask.

" Because you're the one with white hair babygirl. If you were to know when you were younger and connected with your wolf, you would have destroyed everything. So, the best way to keep anybody from getting hurt was to never let you know what you were." He says.

"The one with white hair? What does that even mean? Do I have special powers or something?" I ask.

" Something like that. In fact, Cability and Cachire both have special abilities like yours." He says. What? They do? But why just us and not everybody?

"I don't understand. Why doesn't everybody have powers like us?" I ask just getting more and more confused.

" That because they are not descendants of the moon goddess. The moon goddess is the one to give us our mates. The person we are destined to be with forever. The one we cannot live without. When the moon goddess fell in love before she created mates, she had a child. When her soulmate died, she made mates destined for each other so they wouldn't be lonely like her and her child. The moon goddess had created a mate for her child, but before he could see his child born, he died a horrible death. From then on, every other generation of his had children with abilities of those of the moon goddess. The oldest child would always have white hair and be destined to save the lives of werewolves." He says sighing.

" But I'm not the oldest, so why do I have white hair?" I asked curiously.

" That because you are. At least with me. Your mom had tricked me and said that your older brother was mine and since I was soon to be alpha, I couldn't just leave her with my heir, so I chose her over my true mate. It was either that or get disowned." He said frowning.

"It wasn't until you were born that I knew you were my first official child."

"So what happened to your true mate?"

He looked down before answering. "She died from being in pain from losing her mate. She hadn't found her second chance mate in time so she died from heartbreak." He said tears in his eyes.

We were in the cafe all day long talking about my ancestry and about werewolves. He told me everything I needed to know about werewolf pregnancy to.

Female werewolves are only pregnant for 6 months but if the baby has alpha blood, then it only takes 5 months. Also, since wolfs have multiple pups its more common to have twins. Female werewolves smell won't change until they are at least a month and a half pregnant.

I learned so much just from my dad. I can't wait to experience it on my own and meet my wolf. Although it is still quite new to me. And I don't quite understand how this is happening.

Dad said that since I didn't know about being werewolf the bond between me and my wolf could be very weak to completely gone. I would have to have a near death experience for her to come out.

I wasn't looking forward to that anytime soon though. All I know is that once I do meet my wolf, I will be just like everybody else with the advanced listening and stuff. I'm still shocked that everyone who knows about my family secret was able to keep it a secret from me. I'm still kind of mad though.

I was excited. Dad had told me who was in the pack and who wasn't and what a rouge was and everything. Apparently, Jordan was my mate, but we could feel nothing since my wolf is dormant, but we were still pulled to each other.

To be honest I felt like a baby learning all this new stuff.

I was going to confront Jordan about being a werewolf and not telling me. I don't know how I should tell him about our baby though. I heard from dad that some wolfs reject other wolfs and I don't want that to happen to my baby. I don't care if it happens to me. He already did it once.