3. The hangout
Michelle's POV
As I reached for the gate it was already open by someone I guess just wants to go out cause Racheal's building is a public one for students but then I got a glimpse of an angel and I felt chills all over my body, I haven't felt this way in a long time .. I mean I know I have seen far more pretty girls and probably dated a few but for some reason my heart keeps thumping hard I was really nervous and my hands got really wet, I know I'm always shy but not to this extent gwashh this is really embarrassing and I noticed that she has been staring at me without shifting her gaze which only made me feel more embarrassed I have never felt this less confidence in myself I hope she likes what she sees though..damn what am I thinking I came to see my girlfriend for Fuck sake and even though I know she has never been loyal to me or even treated me nicely am still trying to win her heart and her trust I must not fuck up, I was lost in my thoughts till the girl behind the angel coughed I guess she was trying to bring her friends attention and immediately as if she just gained back her consciousness and she realized what she was doing she felt really embarrassed I guess cause of the way she looked down playing with her fingers which I found really cute and after some seconds she got back herself and spoke "are you here for Racheal" gwashh I was almost melting her voice was like music in my ears but I still managed to keep my cool and replied positively which I didn't spare her another glance in other to avoid anymore embarrassing situation and I walked in I guess she felt bad cause of what I did cause I heard her sigh but why will she feel bad about that?
As I entered the room my anxiety came back all of a sudden, fuck I hate crowd! I cussed under my breath ,the room was full of girls I guess Racheal's friends I'm supposed to be used to this by now cause Racheal hasn't ever spent an alone time with me before we haven't even shared a kiss tsk that's how bad my situation is but I don't blame her maybe I look like a player and she's trying to take her time so she don't fall victim or she's still healing from her past toxic relationship which she told me about or I'm just giving myself an excuse for her toxic behavior just to feel good I guess Its just hard for me to admit that she doesn't like me enough to spend alone time with me, but why did she approach me then?! Well I guess I will never know .
I sat on the bad close to Racheal as she was busy with her friends hair and the next thing she did really surprised me, for the first time since we started dating since 4 months now this is the first time she kissed me lols not my lips tho but she trailed kisses on my neck as if she was really happy to see me or that's something we normally do to each other lols I bet she's just trying to show off to her friends cause this is the first time I'm actually seeing this set of people including the angel lols yea Racheal has lots of friends which I find quite risky but I still don't have the right to poke in her business I guess?, immediately she left me I was shaking gwashh I couldn't control myself I was feeling really nervous, I know I'm supposed to be used to her by now since we have been dating for months but it's not my fault that this is the first time she's actually touching me passionately so I couldn't help it but thank goodness no one really noticed me and then for the first time since I got into the the room I finally mustered the courage to look at Racheal's face she was putting on makeup same with her sister and her friends where all dressed up I guess the are planning on going somewhere, I guess Racheal noticed that I was confused and asked if I would like to follow them for a hangout to celebrate her sister's birthday, I really didn't want to accept cause I hate gatherings but I really wanted to prove to Racheal that I am the right person for her and then I accepted and she gave me a small smile that looked fake cause it didn't reach her eye.
Tbh Racheal really isn't that pretty to my taste and she's actually the least of the girls I have dated in the past except for the fact that her ass was well shaped which I guess is her only selling point and she had crazy vibes and she was quite famous on social media but I really don't care about that cause I'm not a social media person but apart from that their was nothing really interesting about her compared to the angel I saw few minutes ago thinking of the angel my eyes searched for her in the room and their she is, she was doing a video with a girl and then Racheal called her "Ashley please can you help me with my phone" and I couldn't help but blush upon finding out her name lols feels as if I just won a lottery without even trying but damn what's wrong with me she's my girlfriend's friend for fuck sake nothing can ever happen between us. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I saw a hand stretched out to me as if asking me to hold it and I looked up to see who owns the hand behold it was Racheal, I chuckled lightly so that she won't hear before taking her hand I was wondering why she was being possessive and sweet all of a sudden she has just never been like this with me before and I was kinda happy feeling important for the first time around her, I took her hand and she led me out to the car the booked and we didn't spend up to 10minutes on the road and we arrived, as we were getting out Racheal took my hand again lols I have to get used to this I chuckled to myself, when we got out she stared at me as if looking for something and I couldn't help but stare back at her and she smiled a little and I'm sure this time around it was real I saw in her eyes pride as if she was really proud of me being her girlfriend and she finally spoke to the hearing of others "damn my girlfriend is really pretty" and I couldn't help but smile showing my perfectly arranged set of teeth I was really happy that she finally acknowledged me but for how long? And her friends agreed with her except Ashley she didn't seem happy and I wondered what the problem was but I was distracted when Racheal asked if I noticed any change on her face and I laughed a little just realizing that I have never really taken time to analyze my girlfriends face which made me doubt if I really had feelings for this girl or if I just see her as a girl acting pricey that I must get lols she's actually the first girl treating me like I don't matter and it really hurt my pride and I shyly replied negatively and she frowned but the frown didn't last for long on her face before she spoke with a smile on her face " I got new piercings on my nose stupid" I had to look back on her face and realized it she only had one on her face the last time I saw her and I apologized for being such a stupid girlfriend but you can't blame me though she never gave me a chance to get too close to her, to notice the little things about her neither did she care about knowing me either.
As we walked in foods and drinks where being ordered by Racheal's sister and everyone was sitted except for Ashley and Racheal with a few friends who were taking pictures, I was just sitting alone focused on my phone trying to avoid unnecessary conversations with anyone till a man walked up to me he should be in his late thirties and yea I'm just 19, he had a huge body but he kinda had a childish face, he sat beside me sipping his drink while I tried focusing on my phone staring at him using my side eye so he doesn't notice that I was staring till he finally spoke asking me if I came alone and i whispered a no trying not to sound rude cause people always term me to be rude cause of the way I talk but that's not my fault lols I pointed towards my friends and he let out a gasp looking disappointed and my attention went back to my phone before he could speak I felt someone standing in front me waiting for me to shift for her to sit i guess she's trying to make the man leave I raised my head up only to see the goddess with spectacles smiling sheepishly at me which I couldn't help but return back the gesture her smile is really contagious I chuckled to myself, the man feeling defeated left silently, after some seconds of catching some air from laughing at the man she finally spoke " can I take some pictures of you cutie?" She said as she winked at me.