19. Anna

Michelle's POV

Immediately Betty left Ashley launched at me while grabbing my waist with one hand and cupping my face with the other, "I missed you so much babe", she didn't let me respond to her as she pulled me closer while tracing her hand tops on my face removing the invisible hair strands and staring at me seductively while biting her lips, I could feel shivers running down my spine, before I could say a word her lips were already on mine as she kissed me hungrily and I didn't hesitate to kiss her back, as our tongues battled savoring and exploring each other's mouth I felt my insides heating up as I grabbed her waist closer to me and increased the pace and traced my hand to her boobs which were cupped perfectly in her bra which made it hard for me to penetrate, I traced my hand to her back while tickling her which made her flinch at the contact as I unhooked her bra and tossed it to the floor and stared back at her asking for permission to go ahead which she accepted by taking off her top and placing my face on her boobs like asking me to suck her nipples and as an obedient girlfriend I couldn't say no hehehe, I let my tongue hover around the corners of her nipple while she let out a moan and combed my hair with her hands as I sucked on her hard standing nipples, while sucking her left nipple my hand got busy with the other nipple pinching it softly and my other hand grabbed her soft big ass before I could realize what was happening she already led our bodies to the bed as she tore my shirt, "damn babe that's one of my favorite shirts" I groaned, my mum bought me that shirt. As I kept straddling her, she turned me around as her eyes hovered around my body while she moistened her lips, I could see the lust clearly in her eyes as she sucked hardly on my nipples which made a moan escape from my mouth, while tracing kisses on my toned stomach making my insides tingle reaching to my pants which she took off aggressively, if I didn't love her I would have called this rape cause why tf is she being so agressive I didn't do nothing wrong to her, while using her tongue to tease me I finally lost control and pushed her head while grabbing her hair I just couldn't take it anymore she was teasing me way too much and I heard her chuckle a little like what's so funny in playing with my emotions, as I pushed her head further to my already soaked pussy her tongue started doing the real job as she kept increasing her pace, "gwashh babe your so good", I moaned and I could feel that I was about to release and I guess she noticed it too cause she stopped and gave me a perk on my lip while I glared at her raising a brow like asking wtf is she doing, I was really angry like fr why is she playing with my emotions I bet she could see how furious I was cause she started laughing while pointing towards my face, " what's funny?" I asked while trying to figure out if there's something wrong on me, "you should see your face in a mirror, you look like an angry puppy right now, so cute" she said in between her laugh and all of a sudden she stopped laughing and kept a straight face void of emotions which made wonder like wtf is going on, I bet she could see the confusion on my face, "why is it that you've never mentioned anything about your friends to me, I know you told me that you used to have friends but you never told me who the are or what happened between you guys, why are you hiding things from me babe?" She let out with a straight face, I could see that she's serious but why is she bringing this up now, did something happen?, "why asking all of a sudden, did someone say something to you?" I asked hoping that she could explain the reason for the sudden question, "I just feel like this shit is one sided, apart from your sister that I met by chance you haven't told me anything about anyone close to you and whenever I try to talk about it you always change the topic , are you playing me?" She asked and I could see that she was getting even more upset tbh I'm not hiding anything I just didn't think the were really important to mention.

I used to have three friends or the still are? Maybe ...Anna, Isabelle and bubu. Amongst the three of them Anna was the one I was closest to, she was my best friend but tbh I had feelings for Anna and it wasn't ordinary friendship feelings, I loved her in a romantic way but I kept it to myself and tried my very best not to show it in my actions therefore I always acted nonchalant but I always made sure I gave her whatever she asked of me. We have known each other since childhood even before we met Isabelle and bubu, everything was going fine till the day Anna got herself a girlfriend, I was hurt although I never showed it but more than being hurt I felt betrayed, "you must be wondering why?", every time I was about to get into a relationship and move on since being with Anna was impossible, she always found a way to make sure the relationship never lasted or it never began, she always got angry and possessive whenever she sees me close to someone else and whenever I asked her why she will say that the aren't good for me, this kept on happening and rumors started going around school that I and Anna were dating, I was happy about this but Anna wasn't , before I could realize what was going on she started avoiding me and hung out more often with Isabelle and bubu, I felt really hurt and because of that I started skipping lectures, till one day I mustered the courage to confront her and asked why she was avoiding me but instead of giving me a reason she told me to get a boyfriend that she already had a girlfriend and that if I got a boyfriend the rumor would stop going around "but I'm gay" I said almost in whispers I could feel my heart ripping out from my chest , actually she was the first girl I had ever felt something for or will I say first person, she was my first love but what a waste she doesn't even value our friendship talk more of love, she didn't just tell me to get a boyfriend, she got one for me and she threatened to never talk to me again unless I accepted him and I didn't want to loose our friendship just yet, that's when and where Clinton came about. Clinton wasn't bad looking and he had good vibes so I guess I loved him or will I say I used him to heal from my One sided love for Anna, as I spent more time with Clinton I spent less time with Anna and slowly I detached myself and I didn't even notice when my heart stopped longing or aching for her, I didn't just let go of her I also moved on and even when we mistakenly meet I felt nothing at all even with a physical contact, everything felt so ordinary and I felt happy all thanks to Clinton's clinginess but as went on I noticed Clinton was extorting money from me and giving it to some other girl but I wasn't really offended he deserved it for saving me from the pain and loneliness I was feeling and I could as well use this excuse to break up with him and finally move on with my life. Clinton was quite famous in school so everybody knew when we broke up and every time I came to school people will always question me and so in other to avoid their questions I started missing lectures and as time went on I stopped going for lectures entirely and only appeared in school during exam times but I still kept contact with Anna and the rest of the girls although the tight bond we once shared has been lost we still managed to talk anytime we mistakenly meet or when their is a need to talk, "so babe that's why I never mentioned them to you cause I felt it just wasn't necessary, I'm really sorry if I hurt you or made you feel like this is one sided by keeping this away from you trust me I love you so much", I said as I stared into her eyes or will I say her spectacles lols hoping that she could see the sincerity in my eyes.