LOST

MILD MENTION OF SUICIDE. DON'T READ OF YOU CAN'T OR DON'T WANT TO

KATE

Something strange happened while I was in the clinic. I was unconscious at the time but I could sense someone walk in. When that happened my whole body felt so energized but the person left. I wonder who it was.

If I could, I would thank the person. The strength I received was much needed.

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I walked home using my vampire speed. I knew my parents would be mad at me so I wanted to get the shouting and punishment over with.

When I got home, I wasn't shocked to see my parents smiling devilishly at me, but what shocked me was the witch, Jessica in the corner. She had chains on her wrists, ankles and one on her neck. She was malnourished and looked like a twig.

You see, my parents were able to captur her when they went 'witch hunting' as they like to call it. Now that they have her they have tortured her and used her.

In my opinion, they treat her better than they treat me. She lives in a cage in the basement. Sometimes they let her roam around the basement. At least she knows that she's a slave but me, I am a slave yet daughter and it messes with my head.

My parents only call her out when they want to punish me or use me as bait. I guess they want to temporarily kill me, again. This should be the third time.

“Your finally home. Now we can get to work. Lay down.” my father ordered. I did as he said.

Diana also layed down beside me. What the heck was going on? And this is more proof that she has witch powers. I left her in school, how is she here? I didn't even see her when I walked in.

Jessica said some things and it felt like a part of me was given to Diana. Like half of my heart was ripped out and given to her.

“Get back to your cage,” mom ordered Jessica and she obeyed immediately.

“You’re probably wondering what we’ve done. Well, I’m going to tell you because you will definitely not be able to understand. We’ve taken your mate and given him to me. So now you're all alone like you deserve. See it as us saving your mate from total disgrace.” Diana said smirking. It was like I was degrading myself. It messes with my head.

But wait, I had a mate? And he was taken away? He must have been the one that entered the clinic.

But why? Why did they take the only one who was supposed to care for me and love me away. They just prove it more and more that they don't love me. I have to let go of thinking that they ever will.

My weird unconscious wish came true.

I practically have no life now.

They would probably kill me soon. Why don't they do it now?

I ran up to my room, crying while I heard them laughing. Getting to my room I met a guy there half dressed.

When and how did he get here?

Not now, please not when I'm going through this trauma. And by the looks of it, he’s going to be rough.

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After sleeping with me for two hours he was satisfied and left. Now I have time to cry.

My life is hell. I have no one to love me. My family hates me. My mate has been taken away from me. I'm being raped.

Why exactly is this happening to me? I don't get it, is it wrong to be unique.

I silently cried for another one hour before I slept off.

I didn't ever want to wake up again. I wanted to sleep for eternity. But unfortunately, I woke up to Diana yelling at me to get up. I did so and went downstairs to meet her. She told me to go get ready for school and that I should stay away from her at all costs.

When I went to my room, I looked out the window and thought of jumping out. It was so easy, I could end everything and I would be happy.

I decided I was going to do it but Diana barged into my room and dragged me out before I got the chance.

Maybe I can kill myself on the way to school.

At school I was looking out for anyone who seemed to be overly attracted to Diana and at the same time try to avoid her. I wanted to know who my mate was.

As I was looking round the hallway, I caught sight of two out the three that normally watch me. They looked confused but I didn't care. I continued looking around and then I saw him, it was the third guy that normally watches me. He had his hand around her waist and he almost couldn't take his eyes off her.

That's supposed to be me

Diana saw me looking and decided to make feel even worse. She pecked him and I ran. Well, not really, I just went to the bathroom and I cried my usual cry of silence.

Maybe I can drown myself in the toilet.

Nah, even though I want to die, I don't want to die in a toilet.

I cleaned my face and walked out.

When I walked out I was met with those two again. I think they plan on killing me, at this point I don't mind.

“We want to talk to you,” one of them said.

I froze. Talk to me? I gulped. If I answer my parents will probably kill me. What the heck. I want to die anyway.

“Yes?” I managed to say

“Is your sister really Jordan's mate because he told us he had a mate and your sister isn't her,” the auburn headed one said.

I wanted to shout yes. I’m that mate. But I couldn't, I couldn't say anything. Maybe it's a preventive measure with the spell because I ended up saying; “No, I don't know anything.”

I walked away trying to get myself together. What was wrong with me? Why didn't I say the truth?

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Jordan was the one who entered the clinic that time and now he's gone. He knew I was his mate and not my sister. But with the way he was around her it made me wonder how strong the mate bond was. Was it that strong that he forgot about me?

I hadn't been myself throughout the day. I was heartbroken. You know the feeling of when your heart is already fragile and then a stone is thrown at it? That's how I feel.

Another thing that bothered me was the fact that Jordan's friends kept an eye on me throughout the day. I didn't understand why.

Another thing I couldn't help but notice was the way that Jordan looked at me. It was unnerving. I felt like he was judging me and comparing me to Diana.

Lunch had just ended and I was on my way to my locker when someone pulled me from behind. I let out a yelp of fright. What was going to happen to me? Was I about to be killed?

When I looked at my attacker it turned out to be one of the guys that was there on my birthday.

Is sex the only thing in these guys’ head?

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I was in the hallway the next day putting my books away when I heard Jordan and his friends talking. They were further down the hallway but I could see them and hear them.

I wondered why he had such control over his friends. I decided to check his power level again. What I sensed made me want to scream my head off.

My mate, Jordan is an Alpha.

Does that mean that I still have part of the mate bond?

But wait, that means that Diana must also know this. Oh no, this can't be good.

While I was still getting myself together I noticed his friends moved away and Diana came into view.

Diana asked him which pack he was from and it seemed like he didn't want to tell her. I knew what to do but I hope I don't regret it.

I went to talk to one of my classmates who was standing at a point somewhat close to the duo. I knew that Diana had her eyes and ears set on me and I knew that conversing will get her attention on me and off him.

My plan worked. As soon as I started talking she came to me and scolded me.

She must be in a good mood.

When she was done she left. I turned to Jordan and sent him a small smile before I left.

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I got home quite early and I went to my room quietly and started to plan on how to help him without any of them knowing. I had to help my mate even if it is the last thing I do. Hopefully, I will survive it because right now, I don't know if punishment awaits me when Diana gets back.

I actually fell asleep after my brain short-circuited from thinking too hard.

I was woken up by what I heard downstairs.

“Did it work?” my mother asked very amused

“It worked all too well. You should have seen the way he looked at me like I was everything in this world. If only he knew how wrong he was.” Diana snickered.

It made my blood boil. No one had the right to make fun of my mate that way. I was also mad at myself because I couldn't do anything to help him. I wished I wasn't so punny so that maybe he wouldn't see me as a liability and at the end of it all I would have time with my mate.

My stomach growled. I needed food and fast. My emotional state was not helping me deal with my hunger. I crept downstairs as quietly as possible.

“Where are you going?” father asked me. I gulped thinking he would stop me.

“To go hunt.” I replied.

Father waved me off and I ran out the door.

I will stay alive for my mate and for my mate alone!

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-Carsyne