15. Red Pendant

"Damar," Aruna's voice greeted the present between the two.

"Hendra.."this little girl looks at her husband.

"Don't take too long.. I'm waiting for you in the car," Mahendra stepped aside towards the car.

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He was on the other end, seen conversing with his sweet smile. Like two people who miss each other, I see the look in Damar's eyes that won't let go of looking at my wife. I know damar's gaze is like my old self, storing a lot of feeling in my heart but helpless, impossible to express.

From a distance, I watched Aruna pull something out of her trouser pocket, she handed me a small box that I didn't know the contents of. And Damar visibly shook his head, rejecting him.

Then they looked at each other and talked deeper, even having time to see them hug.

I never hated Amber. Until this moment, when I even had the fruit of love inside Aruna's belly, my feelings were still the same about that young man. 'is it possible, Aruna will be happier. what if Aruna chose him over me?' and my heart always says it could be that my first love will be many times happier with him, being around that man'.

I don't know, and I lost a lot of confidence. Since Aruna was full of wounds, even I, who had given up all my work, seemed to be in vain, still not able to make Aruna happy. Again my family, my circumstances, and I always make the woman who is now running small towards my existence - trouble.

I want to make Aruna happy, but I don't know how.

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"how about Jogja? Fun?" hearing the sentence, asked Aruna. Damar nodded.

"not pleasant, but soothing," this young man was revising Aruna's sentence.

"I'm sure you already have a lot of friends there," this is a preamble statement. Both of them know it. And Damar shook his head.

"no, you're not good at making new friends."

"not for now,"

"Why is that?"

"I don't know.. I am sure of one thing, - now," smiled Damar, looking at Aruna's side. Yang directed his face straight ahead," the more ties the more separations, the less ties the less separations, including the bonds of friendship, " this young man completed his sentence.

"what kind of analogy is that, hehe," chuckled little Aruna intending to melt the atmosphere.

"analogy, which I got after having trouble forgetting someone," the young man wanted to pull his lips straight, and for a moment, he got Aruna's gaze.

"is someone me," Aruna was more open this time. He did not dare to predict the sentence that came out of Damar's mouth. But at this moment, everything is different. He had a clear goal by asking Mahendra for time to allow him to chat alone with Damar. Aruna wants to close her story with Damar using the best way.

"Yes" sounds Damar's beak but firmly.

"why are you trying to forget me? Just keep it, I never had the slightest intention of disappearing you, how exciting it is to have memories of you, I keep them well, " Aruna's monologue made one's pupils dilate.

"Really??"Damon could hardly believe it.

"Yes.. that's what I do, and I hope you do the same," Aruna accompanied her sentence with a nod.

"starting a new thing doesn't always have to be about forgetting the past," Aruna smiled, both eyes looking at each other.

"that's what makes me like you, I don't like you, I'm crazy," he said, coloring his lines with laughter, "like the man in the car. I know, right now, her expression must be worried, and she won't take her eyes off you,"

Aruna frowned. This woman did not understand the meaning of Damar's sentence.

"your simple way of thinking, and your sincere disposition, I always compare the new people I meet with you, yaa.. I have a hard time finding another," _so how can I, open up besides forgetting you?_ part of the sentence Damar kept to himself.

"hehe, the longer hee.. people are getting complicated, with things that are not important, " Aruna deflected the direction of the conversation with spices jokes. Too bad the edges are even crisp.

And Damar lost power just responding to Aruna. This woman noticed; she moved closer, then hugged Damar. Of course, resin immediately amazing surprise. Aruna was pleased to hug him, even though this woman's hug was not tight.

"now, I'm happy, I'm sorry, because I always used to be, em..." Aruna bit her lips. She didn't know why saying Thank you to Damar wasn't as easy as she imagined. "e.. I always tell my fret to you, until you get stuck, I do.. em.. worthy of blame."

"hi.. no.. not like that," Damar rejected Aruna's statement, "I like you, long before you realize it, don't forget that part, if you find fault, everyone is wrong," the young man wanted to grab Aruna's shoulders.

"but I feel guilty," Aruna said next.

"I don't like your words," Damar looked at Aruna with an annoyed expression.

"do you want me to stop feeling guilty?" the question mark ends Aruna's next sentence.

"you want me to find someone new?" instead of answering, Damar instead asked.

"Yes.., you are still good at reading my mind, " Aruna replied. Then Aruna pulled something out of her trouser pockets.

"even though I've never worn it, this thing really works for me," Aruna pulled out a red pendant. The pendant used to be a birthday gift from resin. An Amber pendant gave at the end of the Blue oceans party. The pendant made him drink tap water because Mahendra's key was in the bathroom all day.

"this thing is not right in my hands, I'm sure, someday the original owner will come to you," Aruna pulled Damar's right hand and put the jewelry box on top of Damar's Palm.

"Don't forget me, just let go," she smiled at the end of her sentence. "Thank you, you have sacrificed a lot for me, and I can't repay you at all," once again, the look on Aruna's face was covered by feeling overwhelmed.

"What are you talking about? I should-"

"stop, I'm not done talking," Aruna pulled her lips and suddenly just sokan sucks, cutting Damar's sentence. "I want you to feel as happy as I feel. For that, it remains the resin that is inside my head, "pointed Aruna's right hand tapping his temple," which I keep as a sweet memory of someone special,"

Damar's eyes sparkled at Aruna's words. Aruna's words were so soothing. Even when she wasn't as lucky as her competitors, this woman said she would be kept as a special memory, just like his prayer on the platform of Bandung City station. The place lets Aruna go back to Jakarta alone (season I).

The next sentence is present, in the form of a light laugh until a wave of the hand.

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Next, Aruna could step, be relieved, and even run a little towards her husband's car. Mahendra was seen descending the car, then opening the door for the woman.

Surprisingly, all the way, the man beside him was silent.

"What happened?"hearing his wife's question, Mahendra did not want to take off the look of the bent face. However, secretly this man moved his tail, glancing at his wife.

"you.. still jealous I'm talking to Damar?" the man Aruna was talking to shook his head.

"Em.." this woman was silent for a moment trying to guess," because I was too long?"

Someone nodded, then pleased to turn to Aruna.

"Elementary!"This word, Aruna said while holding back her amusement. There was something that Aruna realized, why she could not finally let go of Mahendra. This man is no better than Amber overall. Except for their unique way of loving him, arrogant and dominant.

"come here.. you need some relief, don't you?" bid Aruna.

"you come here.." Hendra spoke, his mouth still watering," sit on my lap, " his eyes blinked like a hopeful cat.

"Cih!" Aruna hissed, but this woman followed her husband's request.

I can only imagine what Mahendra did. The man hugged Aruna's body tightly. Inhaling the scent of his wife's body like a breathless patient who has just gotten oxygen.

"in front there is Aide do not unbutton my shirt Hen.." the speaker shook his head, and took off 2 buttons without permission. Then buried his face there.

Aruna slipped her fingers, between her hair, playing the brunette, _how to love who do not know themselves, Why did I choose a man like this?_ sometimes Aruna is confused by herself.

"Hendra.. don't bite!"Aruna's voice shook the contents of the car.

"Huk.. huk guk, " forgot 2 people sitting in the front seat of the single men, Herry and Alvin. Especially this second, Herry, who was sipping water, was choking violently. His face was red, tormented.

"Hen.. take it off.."Aruna tried to stretch her husband's arms, but the man shook his head. When his face was raised again, he presented round eyes and blinked like a cat who was moaning hunger.

"Oh God.. I hope the baby doesn't suck."