Chapter 23

What the fuck is wrong with you Sam? Are you fucking crazy? What was that back there with the trailer? You have a death wish or something? Kyle shouted at Sam as soon as they were at her front of her car.

Fuck sake, you could have killed yourself had the trailer driver not given you a chance! Kyle continued angrily.

Few strangers were now looking on as Kyle belittled Sam in public and she felt rage encompassing her body. Sam said nothing and walked to her car door and attempted to open it to go inside but Kyle slammed it back in.

Listen to me, you are embarrassing me! You have one minute to move your fucking hands from blocking me or else I'll take this pepper spray and show you what is fucking mad! Sam threatened.

Kyle saw when other people began looking at them and knew from the way Sam looked at that moment that he should not test her so he stepped aside. Sam got in but Kyle moved in and stood at the side of her so she could not close her car door.

Sam listen, I was drunk the last day you called. The name I called you is my dad's best friend daughter. And when you called and asked about my dad I thought it was her since she was the only person I knew that would call and ask about my father to know where her father usually is. Kyle said softly

Sarah, that's the name you called me Kyle. Sam said sarcasically.

Yes Sam, I'm sorry for calling you Sarah okay? Kyle pleaded since he had fucked up. He had missed being around Sam this entire week and just wanted things to go back to how they were at the cottage.

So you're telling me that you have nothing going on with this Sarah person? Sam asked with a raised eyebrow as she removed the sunglasses off her face.

Kyle's mind began to race. He'd already decided that he was going to tell her about everything at the end of the week so he didn't want to lie right now.

I think I've given you enough time to answer. You knew what I went through, you knew I was unwilling to trust you with my heart and yet here we are. Fucking leave me alone please! Get out my life! I dont want to see you any more! Sam screamed and threw her transmisión in reverse. She could see the panic in Kyle face's as she did.

Sam listen to me, meet me this Friday for eight on our bench at the park and I'll tell you everything okay, I promise. Please Sam, meet me! Date number nine, meet me at the park for eight Sam! Kyle said hastily

Sam are you fucking hearing me, pleaseeeee! Say something! Kyle continued before quickly jumping aside when Sam accelerated with her car door still wide open. He wanted to follow her, to explain, to kiss her but he knew he would just cause her to drive reckless so he just went to his car and sat down.

Sam was still crying when she pulled up to her house. She kept blaming herself over and over for being in this mess. Fuck! All the mother cunt signs that he wasn't good for her was right there and she dismissed it. What was wrong with her? Why couldn't she have a normal relationship which most couples had? Was she destined to be alone? She slowly walked  out of car, walked into her house, got a bottle of vodka and went to her bedroom. She took several mouthful and put the tub to full. She undressed, took several more drinks and climbed into the tub. She laid in there for an hour or so just crying and drinking simultaneously. She then staggered out and went to her bed while halfway drying off and dropped in. She laid there thinking about Kyle and remembering some of their dates until she fell asleep.

Kyle tried calling her several times but Sam didn't answer. He just wanted to make sure she arrived home safety especially knowing what she had on.

Sam this is Kyle. Please call me or send a text letting me know you've arrived home safety. Baby please, don't do this! Answer me please! Kyle said as he left her another voice message.

Kyle sat in his car outside Joe's bar for quite a while. Thinking if his life would be the same if Sam decided to walk away when he told her everything at the end of the week. He knew she wasn't going to be his mistress and he knew she wouldn't want to be with him once she found out he was engaged. But Kyle couldn't let her go. Just thinking about her absence from his life now made his entire insides hurt.

Just the thought of someone else being with her the way like the way he was with her at the cottage, boiled his blood. He knew Sam could get someone in a blink of an eye, he knew any man would die trying to make her happy but yet he couldn't seem to let her go because he wholeheartedly felt like she was put on this earth for him.

Kyle tried back calling Sam several times again before her got out of the car, but still got no answer. He walked into the Joe's bar to do the only thing he knew that could ease the pain he was experiencing at the moment, drink!