Chapter 48

For the next two months, Sam and Kyle made love numerous times so that she could get pregnant. They had so many plans with renovating her house and making it safer, they ate healthier and they even took walks everyday at the park.

 Kyle was right when he said that he was only married legally because he spent every minute he had with her, Sam thought as she left work early that day. She was on her way to check some baby furniture since Kyle called her and told her he was going to be late because he had a meeting. And tonight was the night that she was going to tell him that she was pregnant and present to him the two positive test results she had taken during the day.

As she parked her car and walked into the store she swore she smelled a fragrance similar to Kyle's but she brushed it away. She was at the crib sectión when she saw them pass together walking slowly. Sam followed them throughout the store with water in her eyes. Her mind was reeling, her body felt weak and she had a splitting migraine.

They were talking to each other face to face when Sam approached. Kyle turned white as snow and Sarah eyes widened

How many months is she Kyle? Sam said in a cold voice as she looked at Sarah who had placed her hands over her stomach

Sam what are you doing here? I'm sorry Sam, please let's talk outside! Kyle said softly as grabbed her hand and held on to it tightly.

How much months is she? Sam said louder which drew the attention of many customers.

Kyle unlike you, I don't have to put up with this bitch or her shit! Girl I'm three months pregnant and yes he's the daddy! Didn't he tell you we fucked on our honeymoon night? And believe me when I tell you he was an animal! Sarah said in a scorned tone

Sarah stop it! Don't fucking talk to her like that. Sam let me explain! Kyle pleaded and tried to hold on Sam's hand even tighter than before.

Sam looked at Kyle for a long time. She wanted to scratch his eyes out, to run him over several times with her car. The tears escaped her eyes without her knowing it and as soon as he released her hand to dry her tears, Sam slowly walked away.

She was almost to her car when she felt him grab her hands once again,

Dont fucking touch me! Leave me alone! Sam screamed.

The Security officer had heard her shouts and was now looking towards them from a distance.

Sam pleaseeeee,  let's talk about this! Kyle said softly trying to calm her.

Talk about you being a pathological liar, talk about all the promises you've made to me and you've broken, talk about me being moving up from your fling to your mistress! Fuck you Kyle! I'm done! Don't call me, don't visit me, don't come to my shop because as of today Kyle Stephens you are dead to me. Get out of my fucking sight! I fucking hate you! Sam said shouting hysterically.

Kyle would have tried to stop her but the security was already upon them looking on so he let her go. Sam sped home, she knew she had to get out quickly because he would be there shortly. She began tossing important documents, clothes and shoes into a suitcase.

She wrote a note and left it on the pillow and left. She drove directly to the Airport and booked a flight and boarded the plane to go back to Trinidad. When the plane took off, Sam closed her eyes and endured the unimagineable pain she felt. Yet again  she was face with the heavy task of starting over. Only this time it wasn't her alone.

By the time Kyle had dropped off Sarah and sped to Sam's house, he knew she wasn't going to forgive him this time because he broke the promise they swore on. He didn't see her car so he went to her store but the workers informed him that she had left several hours before. Kyle drove to the park and then drove back to her house. He decided that he would wait for her there until she came home and would speak to her. For months now he wanted to tell Sam that Sarah was pregnant but he knew that Sam would leave. He prayed every day for Sam to get pregnant so it would have possibly stopped her from. That was his only hope in saving what they had together.

Unfortunately, when he walked in and saw the mess he ran to her bedroom and checked her closet which was almost empty. He redial the number from her phone and heard an airport representative answer and hung up. Kyle heart was broken and he looked at the window seat and then at the bed remembering her and all the times they spent together.

It was then he saw the note and he took it up and tears began pouring down his face like a river. His heart left like it was being opened up and he was not sedated. He re read the words and made the most gut wrenching cry he had ever given as he fell to his knees and the note slipped out of his hands,

Sometimes love just isn't enough and we have to cut our losses when we can to save ourself from destruction! I now understand that a promise is only a comfort to a fool! Take care of yourself and your family Kyle!

Sam.