Chapter 9

"be happy Dana , just live to be Happy" he said looking her straight in the eyes.

except hearing the word happiness, I don't know what it means. she said with eyes full of tears. he pulled her to a hug stroking her back. "I will show you how" . he said hugging her very tight. her heart now was like one of a child . she wasn't feeling life.

she was just feeling comfortable in his embrace.

D! he called

yes; she answered

how are you feeling now ; he asked her

she pulled herself from a hug, "thank you" she said .

anytime D! he said patting her head.

from a,b, to z you choose to call me D? she asked closing her arms over her chest

I didn't choose it from their. I call you D, because it was the first letter you told me when i asked you , your name. offcourse you remember. he said

yeah I do but I didn't know you would choose to call me D for it was the first letter I told you when you asked me my name. she answered

by the way I have never saw you smiling or laughing do you find your smile bad? he asked laughing but he was teasing her.

I don't find anything funny ; she answered

and now I want to see your teeth , and Gam out laughing. he said trying to open her mouth to see her laugh

I don't think you can do it; she answered faking what he was doing.

ok let me try, never fair without trying. he started tickling her , she laughed until her eyes started watering. "lei please" she started begging him to breath , she wasn't breathing.

how did you do it? she asked

I can't tell my secret; he answered

ok , C. ; she said walking to the car

what did you just call me? he asked touching her shoulder as if he didn't hear what she said

what? C? she asked him back

yes . he answered looking her straight in the eyes.

dude C is just a name like you named me D that's it; she answered

and out of where? D; he asked again

ok , C,D,e,f,g , c beside d that's where I got the idea to name you c. ; she answered. so I gave you a name like you just did too.; she added

I like the name tho; he smiled.

can we go home ?; she asked

why? he asked back

I don't have plans of commiting suicide, what am I still doing here , nothing so let's go home. she said

your wish is my command, he said making her to look at him

she didn't say anything and opened the car and entered they drove off home .

are you...

thank... , they both said at the same time

are you feeling good now? he tried asking again

a little! but I will be fine ; she said but it was clear to everyone that shoot a look on her that she wasn't feeling good, from the way she was speaking, looking and doing things she wasn't feeling alright. she was being hunt by her nightmares even at day.

he reached on her face and held her cheek. "I know after this darkness there will be dawn, as light always defeats darkness" he said looking in her eyes

thank you; that's all she managed to say but it was of emotions.

she opened the car's door without saying anything , enter the gate and slammed the door. her heart was aching unable to tell anything to anyone.

her phone rang, "lei call incoming".

she answered. Lei! ; she called

C ; did you just forget my name this minute.

no I didn't , she answered.

ok , that's not why I called, D I wanted to tell you that "you can trust me and am always here for you" he said when she didn't say anything he hanged up the call.

she entered the house and Headed to her room. she laid on the bed looking at the ceiling, her eyes couldn't stop crying. all those 12years from that night she never had something that will make her remember the night. but now she was back in black times.

"have you eaten"? ; message from lei

I don't want to; she replied

and would you keep on rejecting eating, even when I ask you to? ; he asked, using texts

and why would I do it? she replied

because I am your only friend, and you have to do everything so you can't loose him. just kidding but it would be a pleasure if I make you eat. D.; he replied

ok then I will do it.; she accepted

don't avoid people please, it will be even better if you talk to them when eating on the table; he sent a message before she could go get her dinner downstairs

I never eat with others on the table , I always take my food with me to my room; she replied

when he got a text from her he decided to call.

D, why do you take your food with you to your room? when did you start doing it? and I don't get it. he asked concerned

since I was seven I never ate with others , please talk this tommorow I can't tell it now , it's along story lei. goodnight she said and hanged up.

he didn't complain Dana hanging up on him , he just gave her space. he went to sleep and she did as well.

in the morning she got a text from James "come see me outside your house".; from James.

what does this James want from me this morning? she asked herself getting up to go see him , when she reached on him he gave her a box with a paper on top of it.she took it with her and opened the paper.

"I know you didn't eat last night and I choose to send you food for you can't join the table with others, enjoy. can I see you today? text me if you can"

she picked up the phone to send him a message before she can even open the box and have something to eat. but she changed her mind before she could send him a message.

she opened the box and started eating, she was very hungry. after having something to eat she then sent him a message. "yes". ; she sent