What do you do if you have been in love with your bestfriend for as long as you can remember. Well that's what happened to Mya Matthews, she has been in love with one of her best friends Alexander Carlos. 
What happens when her world comes crushing down and she sees no light at the end of the tunnel? Can she find hope where she least expected it?

If only love

He grabbed my head and angled it properly. His lips moved slowly against mine, his tongue swiped my lips asking for entrance but, I refused to allow it. I pushed away and touched my lips. 


I stared at him, confused and trying to process what just happened. 


Why would he do this? Is this a game to him? I looked at him and he was analysing me. 


"don't. " I could see him try to reach to me but my mind was playing major tricks on me. Why did he kiss me? 


"no" I turned to leave and he stopped me. 


"don't run again, Mya. " that stopped me for a bit but my mind was working on overdrive and I needed to think straight before I reacted before thinking. I never turned around to look at him. I wanted to be mad at him but, I had so many things running through my mind right now. 


What if it was just a bet between him and Xander? I don't even feel that way about him! 


Chapter twenty one