Am I bad person

He opened the door...and looked at me without any emotions on his face...

"Yes..."he said.he was standing at door with door only open so I can see his face..

"I want to talk.." I Said.

"Yes.."he replied.

"I can't talk here ... like this... I'm not a beggar who came here to ask for money... either open the door properly or come out to talk..." I said.

He opened the door and started to walk back into room...

I followed him...

"Say whatever you want to say and leave.."he Said while sitting on the bed...

"What you mean say whatever you want to say and leave?? "This guy just make me angry with his words.. "I'm not your maid or something, please stop behaving like this."

"Ok...ava madam please say..."he Said leaning forward..

I didn't know how to start but...

"Listen, whatever happened that night... I understand it was not your fault..and the way I behaved was wrong..so I feel sorry for that ..but you have to understand what I was feeling that time..." I said.

"I know...even I would have behaved like that.."he said.

Ok so he is finally understanding.

"But.. I Just don't want to make things good.. let's Just leave it now."he Said.." I don't want to have any relation with you.."

"What you mean??" I was not understanding properly..

"I mean.. just leave it ava...we can talk properly with each other till you are here.." he said.

"And after that?? "I asked

"After that... nothing... you busy in your work..me in mine..."he said.

"Ok so you are saying that you will not come with me ?" I said

I was feeling really bad... I never wanted to hear this.. I don't know why.. I thought things Will change..he will come again with me...but he is saying that he don't want to be with me...

"Yes ava... because I don't want to feel the same thing again that I felt that night.."he said.. "I felt like I'm nothing but a person who has no respect... anyone can Kick him out... I don't want to live like that..."he said while looking down.

"I'm sorry..." I said and Left..

I don't know what to say.. I was hating me for what I said that day.. I know I really hurted him that day.. ok so whatever is his decision.. actually he is right..he should be somewhere where he can get respect.. I really treated him badlay...

I was recalling the things I said to him..and that made me feel more worst...

I even remember when I didn't let him eat when I was angry...

Am I such a bad person?

*Phone ringing*

It was mark...

"Hey ava.. what are you doing babe .."he asked.

"Nothing...came out with friend.." I replied.

"Oh..ok babe enjoy.."he said and hung up..

This guy..

He just call me to make sure what I am doing.. otherwise he is not interested to know more....

I called mona ...

"When are we leaving this place.." I asked.

"Babe we were planning to join beach party but if you say we will leave immediately..."mona replied from the other side..

"No...then.. let's join it.." I replied.

I don't want to ruin her mood...and atleast someone is happy here,so I thought not to ruin their mood.

At 9pm

I was sitting on the table with drinks... because I wasn't really in the mood to go and enjoy with people there. ...

There were many people here.

The overall atmosphere was really awesome with lights and music also food and drinks... people were enjoying.

I saw king but he was nowhere here... maybe that punk is sleeping in his room.

Mona and aug were dancing together.. I must admit they look really sweet togather and I feel like he likes her too ..it would be great if they come together...

Mona is really bold girl and successful too I don't know much about August but if he is loving him I can guarantee he is also the best...

"Hey beautiful!" someone called me from behind..

It was 6ft tall man...his face was saying this dude is in his 30s...

"Yes.." I said.

"Are you alone here??"he asked me..

"No.. I'm with my friends..." I replied.

"Oh..can I sit here??"he asked.

"Yeah..sure ... "I said.

This is my negative point, I Just can't say no on face to anyone..

I mean I can say whatever I want to someone who is closed to me but I just can't say anything in front of Stranger...

He sat in front of me... smiling.

I smiled back...

"Your name lady??"he asked.

"I'm ava.."I replied I just wanted to focus on my drink and I was feeling already drunk...

"Oh... you are really beautiful.."he tried to touch my hand...

I was understanding evrything but not properly I don't know why..

I jorked his hand...

He pulled my chair closer to his...

So that he made me more closer to him...

Mona and August was totally busy...

I was not understanding anything..

I wanted to get up...but I fell...

The guy made me sit back on the chair and was leaning toward me ..

I wish king was here.