61. Undecided

"Next week we have a study tour, right?"

"I already paid, kyaaaa! I can't wait for it."

"Seems fun."

"Yeah..study tour."

"I'm going to buy an iPhone to take good recordings during the study tour later."

"We should make a list of things to do during break time."

"Hey, I heard that girl can come with the scholarship fee."

The whole class stared at Dhian cynically, except for Arka, Hansel, Satria and Olivia. They all even paid dearly for it, it's all as if they were paying for Dhian's study tour.

"Psst.. look at her."

"No shame at all huh."

"If I were her, I would not go."

"Maybe her shy vein has broken.. haha…"

"Ha ha ha ha…"

"Don't listen," muttered Hansel.

Dhian turned to Hansel with a smile, this made Arka want to be angry because Dhian thought everything had never happened. Even though it's been a while, Dhian should judge Hansel.

"You have to be with me during the study tour."

"Eh?"

"Don't want to?"

"I…"

"Hey, teacher come in!"

"Tch."

Dhian smiled ruefully at Hansel's behavior and then she paid attention to the lessons being brought by the incoming teacher, studying long enough for the recess bell to ring.

All the students immediately became boisterous again talking about the study tour, so excited to choose their respective partners. While Dhian and Hansel went to the canteen to eat together.

While at the canteen, Hansel went to queue to order food and Dhian sat in a chair in front of an empty dining table. But she was surprised when Calvin suddenly pulled a chair beside her.

"Why be surprised? Can't it if I sit next to my friend?"

Dhian looked down. "It is not like that…"

"Don't worry, I'm only here for a moment."

"Eh?"

"I want to ask you to go with me during the study tour-"

"You can't, Dhian will be with her boyfriend."

He turned his head. "You…"

Calvin and Hansel looked at each other sharply, neither of them wanted to give in, making Dhian feel uncomfortable and confused. She was confused because the two men beside her asked her like this and didn't want to give in, she didn't know what to do now.

"You will go with him, Dhian?"

"I haven't decided yet…" she whispered.

"Okay, time for me to go. Dhian, think about my invitation."

"There you go, don't expect Dhian to go out with a man other than her boyfriend!"

"Stop it, Hans!" said Dhian.

"Hah…"

Dhian and Hansel ended up eating together in silence, which made Dhian even more confused about who to go with. Her relationship with Hansel wasn't real and it was just a lie that wasn't sincere at all, but Hansel was still her boyfriend.

But Dhian also doesn't want to disappoint Calvin, especially since Calvin has also expressed his feelings for her. Dhian doesn't know if she has the same feelings or not, everything goes awry.

Dhian was jealous when she saw Calvin with Olivia who was so close, her heart moved every time she saw Calvin. It's just that Hansel is hee boyfriend, even though her heart doesn't actually belong to Hansel.

"Honey.. hey, Dhian?"

"Eh?"

"Why fantasize? Where's your mind? It's time, honey."

"Ah yeah..."

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"Have you invited Dhian?"

"Yeah…"

"Then?"

"What?"

"She wants?"

"Don't know."

"Hah?"

"Hans also took her."

"Does Dhian accept it?"

"Not yet."

"Not yet?"

Calvin sighed exasperatedly. "She didn't reject or accept any of us, it seems she was confused."

"Dhian may have considered her feelings, just be patient."

"Hn."

"Arka! Calvin!"

"Yo Dara."

"I heard that class 12 will have a study tour, you guys going?"

"Yes."

"Wow.. that must be fun…"

"Hn."

"Why are you guys being so cool like this?" Dara asked confused.

"Why do you think?"

"Huft.. it looks like you are really angry, huh, it's up to you."

"Hn."

"What about Dhian?"

"Do you even care?"

"Huh…" Dara snorted. "Stop acting like a child."

"Why should I obey you? You're not even taking my word for it," Calvin hissed.

Arka nodded in agreement. "Match yourself."

"Geez…"

The three of them ate together in a restaurant in silence, no one wanted to start a conversation anymore, even Dara was too lazy to talk because her two friends ignored her.

Until they finished eating, not a single word came out of their mouths. Dara chose to go alone after leaving the restaurant and left her two friends who ended up chatting together without her.

While elsewhere, Dhian kept thinking about Calvin and Hansel's invitation, the girl was really confused about whether to decide whether to accept Calvin's or Hansel's invitation. No answer emerged from the confusion at this time.

This even made it difficult for Dhian to sleep because she thought about it and she woke up later than usual, the school guard didn't want to open Dhian's school gate because she was much later than usual.

"Huh.. how is this…"

Dhian was forced to step away from the school environment, but before she was really far from school, Dhian felt someone tap on her shoulder.

"Hai!"

"Oh?"

"Apparently you're right, too late huh? What a coincidence, so am I."

"Eh?"

"Wanna take a walk in the park near here?"

Dhian didn't answer but she still followed Olivia, they then walked around the park near the school. Until Dhian saw the park bench where she cleaned Calvin's and Arka's bruises after being ganged up on by Hansel and his friends.

Dhian remembered when she cleaned the wound on Calvin's face, Dhian realized it, it made her heart beat faster than usual. Their closeness at that time, Dhian just realized all that.

"Oliv…"

"Yes?"

"In fact…"

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Finally Dhian made up her mind to answer Calvin and Hansel's invitation, she had decided this after talking to Olivia. Even though she was a little hesitant at first, Dhian could no longer delay.

Dhian took her cell phone out of her bag and typed a message to send to Calvin and then the girl tapped lightly on Hansel's desk to invite her boyfriend to talk.

"Why?"

"About your invitation yesterday…"

"Yes?"

"I…"

Elsewhere, Calvin reached into his trouser pocket when he heard the sound of a message notification, the man saw Dhian's name printed on his lock screen and made him immediately open a message from Dhian.

"Eh?"

"Why?"

Back to Dhian and Hansel's place, Dhian hesitantly answered Hansel's invitation yesterday. Even though in a low voice, Hansel still listened faithfully and he was not disappointed with the answer Dhian gave him.

"So you accept my invitation?"

"Yes."

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"Did she accept your invitation?" asked Arka curiously.

He shook his head. "Hah…"

"Too bad-"

"But lie, she accepted my invitation."

"Hah?"

"She wants! Ha ha…"