Chapter 5

Onan haunted with gilt of missing the time his girlfriend needed him the most he got his way through the tight security if the fancy apartment that Sharon lived in, mastering her door house, he rushed to it and without wasting any time like in the movies he knocked the door continuously ready to be stopped by the door opening.

After knocking for some time and got no answer he was ready to get the world horrible words for evading her privacy, he twisted the doorknob trying his luck. The stars looked as if there on his side and they were motivating him to continue going forward when he found the door was unlocked. The first thing caught his attention was the loud love song that was playing on the house woofer. May be she has given up love because of the way I have hurt her and now she is deeply crying in her bedroom, these were the words that were running through Onan's mind.

Walking deep in the house he noticed the shower was on and this was an evident that Sharon was in the house. Understanding women time like these they need to be addressed on a low tone he walked slowly towards the bathroom while calling her name softly, "Sharon! Sharon!"[an1] [an2]

Reaching closer to the bathroom door, he was astonished to hear some moaning sounds that seemed to be of two. Making his perception true, he moved more closely to the bathroom that had the translucent glass he noticed there were two people in the bathroom. By the way, they were sounding and touching it was sure the two people in the bathroom were having an intimate moment.

Onan freeze, he was a good boy never even engaged in sex nor even watching porn. This was a full trial to sin. Is that Sharon in there? And who is she with in there? Those questions were constantly repeating on Onas's cortex. It was disgusting for him to watch partially through the transparent glass and to listen fully to people who seemed to have a good time together.

With his good mind, he had memorised Sharon's voice and one of the voice was Sharon's voice. At least he had answer one of his question remaining with the other question that was hard for him to answer because the second persona was sounding like a lady. For a moment, he thought LGBTQ was a American issue not in Kenya. Sharon in the bathroom altered the name Breane with sexy voice it was what brought Onan's mind to the reality of the current times.

He could not fathom the fact that Sharon is a lesbian and the way she was super irresistible. As a normal person to hear the moaning of pleasure, Onan started erecting where he slowly faced down and could not believe his eyes. He had fully erected. Suddenly his mind was drown off his body by noticing he was stepping on two ladies pants. Being feed up with the moment he slowly walked away feeling betrayed by the one whom he started something with.

After a long time of good time Sharon turn off the shower as Breana beside her was whipping off her wet body from the shower waters. Although her father had all the money in the country to pay all the bills she had to do some conservation. "Why have you turn off the shower and the fun has not ended?" Breana asked her while kissing her neck indicating she was still thirsty of sex. Not wanting to show she had some humanity in natural resources like water and energy she responded, "The other part continues in the bedroom."

Sharon in high school was sceptic about conserving natural resources and energy and being the same school with Breana, Breana knew her personality. Breana portraying her dominance she kissed her lips softly while saying, "I can still make you cry like a baby with hot shower or not." The kisses were too soft and warm for her to resist furthermore she had completed her mission of conserving water as she believed she kissed her back ready to continue in the bathroom. But before she got into a climax of not caring what is around her she remembered she had left the door unlock.

Quickly she pulled off the kiss took the tower wrapped it round her body while exclaiming; "Gosh I did not locked the door!" Breana knowing the place her girlfriend was super secure she followed her back as she was leaving the bathroom in a play full way. She was constantly unwrapping her towel while Sharon was trying her best to resist if from falling off. This is a common game to lovers when there in a house alone.

Finally, Breana managed to win and the towel fell of Sharon just before the sitting room. Sharon's first glance in the sitting room made her for a moment she forget that the towel was on the flour. She exclaimed, "Onan!" Onan sitted on the sofa he herd them giggling as they were moving towards the sitting room, he faced the direction from where they were coming from ready to give them a shocking glance. But to his expectations his first glance was Sharon's well curved body naked.

Forgetting his response was awaited, he paused and facing her back. Breana bringing back Sharon's mind in reality she walked in the sitting room naked facing her while asking, "What's wrong love?" Quickly Sharon pushed her back to cover it up, took the towel, and wrapped it round her body. Breana reading the reaction, she knew something was wrong; quickly she rushed in the bedroom without knowing the second persona in the sitting room.

Sharon broke the silent monotony between the two of them by saying, "Sorry!" Onan not knowing what to say nor to do he stood and walked towards the door. But before reaching to the door she called him, "Onan!" on soft voice as a person asking for pleading after being found guilty. At this time the thought of this is my house I have a right to my on space was not going across her mind. She was ready to do anything to continue hiding her secret from her father.

Onan stopped to awaiting for a word that will sooth his burning heart. "Please don't say anything to anybody let this be between us." Onan without even turning back to face her because he could not believe those were the words that he choose to say at such a moment he walked out of the house looking down.

The next day Sharon walked into the class hall silent and facing down. "Did I hurt him so much that he committed suicide, no he is too smart for that may be he has transfer school? No his under scholarship it hard for him to change Campus. Maybe he is pissed off and he has told everybody my secret." Those words were running through her head as she slowly walked into the class.

Her reactions spoke out loud she was hiding something and due to the guilt she thought her secret was written on his fore head. At once the beautiful lady whom had confident all over the class was confident zero. But everybody in the hall was in there own business to notice her may be the kin once would notice there was something wrong with her. She walk to her normal seating position dropped her bag off her back ready to start the lesion.

Suddenly at the other corner of the class, somebody busted into a laugh where it attracted the attention of everybody in the hall include Sharon. Beside the attention seeker, Sharon noticed Onan was busy facing a book silent. Maybe he has told the guy that why he is laughing, maybe he has not only tell the guy bot the whole class that's why he don't want to seat with me because he will I embraced him. Those words flashed in her head by that glimpse.

Onan and Sharon were common desk mates since they partake the same course. Not wanting anybody to notice her she quickly turned to her desk facing the book that her mind that was into. Students being noisy before the lecture enters the hall was a common thing but this day Sharon felt as if the noise was intensified and not only that but everybody was talking about her.

Though LGBTQ at the time was a starting to be a normal thing Sharon was not ready to open before the world that she is not straight. Suddenly an idea came across her mind what will pull her thoughts off the class, quickly she pulled of her phone and go to her addiction, "Tiktock." But before she even scrolled into the app the lecture entered the hall while saying, "All Phones off." The punishment of being caught by a phone in the hall was server which one of them was a bad leaving certificate and they were first years student obedient and in check. Sharon slowly slide her phone in her pocket ready to learn.

The two hours of lecture was so long for her, her eyes body were in class but all her thoughts were in the previous day incident. Although the lecture was a like millennium to her it finally ended to a lunch break. Sharon was a kind of a lady when she was under stress she used to have a soft drink that will at least cool her thoughts. Without wasting time immediately, the lecture walked out of the class she walked out not giving anybody a chance to stop her to ask her any question or talk.

Knowing Onan will not stake his normal seat beside her she went bought a soft drink and slowly sipping it and sunk her thoughts to the application ticktok. Any word that was altered near her with the name Sh!! She only thought she was the one gossiped about.

Suddenly behind her She heard the name, "Sharon!" thinking was her mind hallucinating she ignored and continued being glued to her phone. "Sharon!" again she heard her name. Although our mind are good in perceiving what we thinking this was not her mind perceiving her. She quickly turned back to find it was Onan standing behind her.

Pretending she was calm she said, "Hae! Onan," on a happy face. Onan was good reader in people face. To cut the long conversation that Sharon was pretending she was willing to give he said, "I have not told anybody about your secret and I will not tell anybody about, your secret is safe with me." For a moment, her heart cooled down and was at ease ready to jump high to cheer but that was not a good thing to cheer for, she thought.

Onan added, "But playing with someone's hear is not good at all you would have told me." Then he walked away because he could see joy on her face. Understating she had no heart for him the only way he had to do before breaking down and altering many words that she won't listen he decide to walk away.

Hearing of the good news he heart pumped due to adrenaline wanting to go and share the story with her lover that they are still a secret. Without thinking anything else including the evening class that was attended, she raised of the seat and rushed off the canteen.

The next moment Sharon rushed in her house with a good news to tell her lover. Breana was on the sofa on Netflix and chill. There secret of her being a lesbian spread all over the campus was none of her concern because she was not a student of the campus further more nobody knew her in that campus. But the reaction of Sharon was what was stressing her up because the room was full of negative energy.

Sharon immediately she entered in the house she pounced on Sharon in a happy mood while saying everything is alright. Breana not understanding her she asked, "What are you talking about?" She responded, "Our secret is safe."

Breana wanting to get something clear that had disturbed her the whole night but unable to ask because the energy in the room was down she asked, "Who is that guy and why did you give him the permission to enter you house like is his?" Sharon not expecting such a question she pulled of the hug looking confused, she did not understand why her girlfriend was acting jealous to Onan and yet she knew she was a lesbian she responded, "He is only a friend."

Though Breana knew where this road was leading she was in to it she asked,

"And why do you trust him so much?"

"Because he is my friend!"

"To make this thing between us easy just stop talking to him."

"To make him silent I must keep him closer to me. Or are you jealous or something?"

"This conversation ends her."

Breana said these words as she woke up from the seat and walked to the Jordan shoes packed in a box in the furthest corner of the sitting room. As she was walking to the shoes Sharon with a rude tone she responded, "Love am a lesbian I can never love him." Breana pissed with the conversation took the shoes and walked out the house. Without saying where she was going it was evident, she was going to deliver the shoes to a client because that was her part time job and Sharon had a clue of it.

Breana was used to deliver his goods to well reach people because of the exposure that Sharon gave her. She walked into the art café where her client was waiting. She picked her phone called the client whom was supposed to be there at the time and asked via the phone, "where are you?" on positive vibe. However, she was not in a sad and disappointed with her lover she had to show a different face to the client to attract him again.

At the furthest table, Tony Sharon's campus mate stood of the seat and waved to Breana. Without both of them knowing there lines were intertwined through Sharon Breana walked to him holding the well-packed pair of shoes. Tony as a gentle man he welcomed her to his table by helping her to pull the seat and after she sat he jumped to his seat and asked her, "Are you going to take a burger?"

Sharon the previous night had not taken anything because she was with her stressed lover although she was hungry she was not in the mood of eating because her face was showing joy but her inner was not well, she responded, "No am ok!" Tony with a convincing look he responded, "I insist." He was not ready for his request to be denied. Creating a good rapore with her client she had to accept the offer though she knew what was going through her mind won't let her finish a burger, she responded, "Ok!"

Quickly he ordered a burger to the waiter that was standing beside them. Although tony was joker he was a wise person. By looking at her, he noticed she was not well furthermore he was not going to let opportunity to know a beautiful lady passed. He asked, "Can I see the shoes?" Without wasting time she handed over the shoes to him where for confirmation he took the shoes and started scanning them.

As he was scanning, the burger arrived to their table where the waiter reasoned that it was Breana's. as normal person afraid of a stranger she took a time watching the burger that was on the table just before of her. Making her feel comfortable he said to her, "Eat the burger don't be afraid of me?" Breana pretending she was not afraid of Tony he replied, as he was chackling, "I am preparing my belly."

He knew that was answer to pretend she was not afraid of him. As he was facing him he giggled and continued scanning the shoes. After taking his time scanning the shoes and noticing there were original he faced her and asked,

"Now what is the price?"

"20000!"

"And where do you get this shoes cause I saw many of them in your page and as I look they are all original?"

"I have a close person who is in states whom always export them from there to here."

At that, time Breana had eaten half of the burger and looked as if the conversation was the one distracted her concentration to the other half. He said, "Ok finish you snack then I'll pay you via mpesa." Breana with her current state she even forced herself to eat the first half. She replied, "Am fool you can pay me."

A burger is a snack that you don't eat half and say your full may be there is something else. Tony remembering that she looked down he said, "Ok am going to pay you now but I want you to trust me I know there is something disturbing you and I can help you." He had a cool and an innocent face to be easily trusted. Accepting she nodded her head silently.

He quickly took his phone out of his pocket, asked her phone number and instantly send the 2100 shillings to her mpesa. Then he called the waiter where he gave her a note of two thousand shillings. Addressing Breana he said "Ok follow me," and walked out of the seat while carrying the pair of shoes. Thinking it is something small she followed him out of the restaurant where she was shocked to find tony standing beside a Tx Toyota door open ready for her to walk in the car.

Before she meets with her client, they must have a conversation of exchanging words and that include names. Reaching beside him she asked, "Are you serious where are you taking me Tony?" Trying to be convincing he answered, "Is just around the corner somewhere cool." She was an outgoing person whom liked exploring and furthermore he liked him because he was a gentleman. For a moment she forgot her fight with her lover and happily walked in the car where Tony bang the door and rushed to the driver seat ready to make this lady like her.

After a long drive Tony stopped the car to a cliff, where they view of the city at a distance was marvellous. This was a common sport where loves used to go. The place was quiet clean and full of fresh air due to the numerous of vegetation. "Here is the place where you can relieve out your stress," Tony said. Sarcastically as she was giggling, she replied, "How?"

Tony spring out of the car rushed to the core driver seat opened the door for her and said, "Step one to relax walk out of the car." Breana eagerly to know what will cool her down she walked out of the car. Just before the car they had packed the car there was a soft plain grass.

Tony walked to the plain ground Sat in yoga while saying to her, "Sit the way a I have sited and face me." AS she was giggling she asked, "Don't tell me you are also believe in this stuffs?" Yoga is a eastern way of stress relief and selfheal and because of the internet and current days international travel the believe has been commonly known.

With a serious look he faced her and asked her, "Breana what do you like?" not wanting a stranger know her she replied, "I like many things." But Tony was good in this game of hard to get and eight out of ten he emerged the winner he replied,

"Give the list!"

"Why are you asking me that question I guess you were here to help me calm down."

"So if I fail I will get you what you like."

Breana though she was a lesbian she had come across many men whom flattered her in many different ways but she had never found a straight ford man like tony. She replied, "A Jewry!" "if I fail I will buy you a gold rope chain," this is a game you play to lose if losing makes you gain. "Ok!" she responded as she sat on the ground facing him. "Close your eyes," he added.

Immediately she closed her eyes Tony as a coach he rhythmic said, "Breath in....breath out….." Though she knew this was only a belief that was a myth she followed his words coz he liked his persistence. For a moment she had forget her fight with her lover because of Tony but the pain was only lost for some time immediately they will pert ways she will continue filling the pain.

"Fuck!" Tony exclaimed out of the yoga session that also distracted Breana to where she asked, "What's wrong?" "I cannot feel the emptiness of my brain what about you where you have to many loads in your head." Breana predicting signs of her wining the neckless with a happy face she responded, "Remember if you fail you are going to buy me a gold neckless.

Pretending he was thinking so hard he said, "Just wait for a minuet I think of a thing." Then after a mill second he exclaimed on a happy face, "Got an Idea!" she faced him silently to see what was the idea. Out of his pocket Tony took a roll of marijuana pointed to Breana on happy face and said, "This is the missing part."

This is common when ladies and tempted by boys to be laid but Breana was smart to know what was his next move though she was not new to drugs. She changed her facial expression and rudely asked, "What are you try to do?"

Tony quickly read he reaction and he had already jumped of the line but something came across his mind to cool the situation. She looked as if she was into drugs and bang and why has she rejected it so quick or may be is the way I have introduced it to her let me change a way to introduce to her. The words quickly flashed into his mind.

He quickly put the roll of bang to his mouth and asked her, "Can I smoke it before here because this helps me in concentration?" this was a response to make her cool down by showing her you were not a bad influence. "No problem!" she replied.

Tony as she was turning on the roll of bang making her look small he asked, "You thought I was going this?" Feeling lessened because of the way he left her hanging she replied by nodding her head. Tony was good in smoking and doing all cool stuff with smoke because he started smoking when he was high school. After making the first puff look cool he responded, "I know bang is bad and I use it but I never like when people whom I care use it."

He made the puff interesting to make her be attracted to it so that she would ask for it. Continuously he made the puffs look attractive where it would attract anybody to use it. She was a bang user and knew how it made her misbehave but the way tony was smoking was interesting where she would like to make cool puffs as he is but by her first reaction to the roll she could show she is a confused lady.

She could no longer hold her desire, she said, "Can you give me puff!" Finally his plan worked but for it to work more and show he has no bad intention towards her he stopped faced her in curious look and asked, "Are you sure because it is your first time am not going to give you." An addict of bang cannot resist even the smell of a roll rudely she replied, "Do I look like a child to you?"

The inner part of him laughed loud because he was lucky to find that the lady was confused one. Still as he was holding, the roll he faced her in suspicious pretending he is confused and he does not want to give it to her. Quickly she stretch and pulled it out of his fingers and smoked in then puff out while saying, "I missed that."

As a prepared man he took another roll out of his pocket and within no second the session became a drug session. Bang is an illegal drug in Kenya and because the session had changed Tony said, "it is not same to smoke out here we should go in the car." Bang is a very affective drug that take seconds to kick into your mind. Breana proposed to the idea and slowly walked in the car where tony fully closed the tinted windows for the bang session.

He had his roll and Breana had her's. Finally, she was ready to speak out her heart. She said, "its true there was something that is disturbing me." Tony face her ready to hear her story.

"Am a lesbian and I have the first fight with my girlfriend because of a boy?"

"Is your girlfriend a bisexual?"

"No!"

"And why are you not trusting her?"

"She has never being close to a guy like this one am afraid that I will lose her."

Tony knowing she was a lesbian he knew this would be trick for him and he was a current days human whom understand the LGBTQ community and respected them. He stretched and hugged her and said, "You should learn to trust your lover."

At night Sharon was glued to the Tv full of thoughts that would not make her sleep the only she would make her mind busy was by watching the TV. Suddenly she heard the door slowly opened. Waiting for Breana to ask her questions he faced he faced the door. Breana was so drunk and the lights off she thought Sharon was a sleep and opening the door slowly won't wake up. She was ready to say she lie that she walked in the house a little earlier than the actual time.

Immediately she walked in the house she turn on the lights where she was shocked to find Sharon on the sofa facing her. Her red eyes and her instability state was prove she had drunk the whole night. Sharon broke the gazing state by asking, "Where were you?" because of how drugs make a person a don't care she replied,

"You are not my mother to question me."

"Instead you stay here we have a talk about us you are going out there to drink?"

"A conversation why should you have it with that boyfriend in quotes."

"You are truly unreasonable when you are drunk am not going to have this conversation right now."

"You are saying am unreasonable?. Ok stay in your apartment with your so well reasoning mind."

Then after the words she bang the door on her way out. Breana was hard to reason with when she is drunk, Sharon let her walk away ready to postponed the conversation until when she is sober.

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