Please

Suetekh 

In all my years, in all the versions I had seen of Pharai and all the years I had gotten to spend with him even if it was for the shortest times. I truly believed this time was my favorite. 

That he was at his most beautiful. 

That he looked at me not just as his partner but as his equal. Pharai from before would always want to downsize who I was because of the shame of what I had done. 

Yet Pharai now barely seemed phased at what I had done in my past and there was something about it that turned me on so deeply that from the first moment I brought him to my Kingdom, I was having a tough time not just tearing off his clothes and having my way with him. 

Sleeping next to his naked frame and not being able to touch him was driving me absolutely insane. He had never allowed me not to touch him when we had slept but I had made the decision myself to deprive myself of him because it was too early.