“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　"Well, I'm pretty much normal like you. I do the same things you do. I get drunk, I commit mistakes, I puke, I've pissed on my pants, I've done so many wrong things, I've been dumped by a few women before, I've lied, I take shit every day." He says while laughing softly.


　　"It still amazes me. You're so huge yet you're so humble. Not all celebrities are like that." I tell him.


　　He smiles. "My mum has always taught me to stay grounded no matter how far I'll go." He tells me.


　　All of a sudden, we noticed that we've already emptied our drinks. I glance at the clock, it's already 2AM. I move my head back to Gage and he's just looking at me.


　　"I can't keep my hands to myself." He says.


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