“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I leave him at the living room all alone and I found myself finally exiting the door from his mansion. It was the front door that I walked into last night when the party lasted with Monique. When I reached outside the tall gates, I cross the street and began to hail a cab. I got in and felt shivers down my spine as memories from last night began to flash before me. From the second I danced with Monique that caught Gage's attention until the moment when Gage ate me for goddamn minutes and made me cum. I'm still in awe about the things that happened.


　　It didn't even felt real to me because it was totally one of the craziest nights I've been to. But things already happened and even though I try to ignore and forget the things I did last night with Gage, it will always be with me no matter where I am.


CHAPTER 14 "Anonymous" 2