Ellyreiv

“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　When the cab driver finally pulled over NYU, I quickly paid him and ran my way quickly to my first class. I've only got one minute left to get there and I need to get there before the professor does or else I'll be locked out from class. He'll lock the doorknobs and I'll be locked out.


　　I tried catching my breath and I got there on time. Exactly 7AM. Panting heavily, I rushed to my seat and felt ease that I've reached on time. I push my hair behind my ear as I watch our professor fixing his stuff on his table. I sneakily pulled my phone out under my chair as Professor Draco begins to discuss. I'm not really an attentive student in classes, I easily get bored when the class doesn't interest me.


　　EdwardBlack1794: but they say I look older than my age. I think they're right because I'm always stressed.


　　tate_kvngh: I'm in class. Ttyl. x


　　EdwardBlack1794: be an attentive student little cupcake :)


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