“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　Gage's in Melbourne or probably on his way to Adelaide. Since he left New York, he still messages me, mostly on kik. We FaceTimed too and he video called me right away when he just woke up the next day after his concert at Melbourne. He looked adorable with fluffy eyes and his groggy smile. He was topless too and he was still hot while he was snuggled up in a comforter.


　　Even though I've also been busy with my upcoming exams, I can't get enough of Gage. I can't put my phone down when he hits me up.


　　I was currently laying on top of my bed, reading my notes for my exam tomorrow but I was mostly on my laptop. Suddenly I got a notification from Gage Stockholm.


　　My brows creasing. I don't remember following him here.


　　He just tweeted so I instantly clicked on it.


　　@Gage_Stockholm: Thank you so much for having us last night Melbourne! You were insanely loud! Greatest crowd so far! Hope you had fun. All the love. x


CHAPTER 37 : "New York"